Saturday, December 24, 2005

HoPLeSs MusiCiAn~

Waaaaa.... it's christmas!! ^_^ It's so coOL...
Ambilis ng pnahon tlga!!
Newei, i'm just planning 2 stay insyd our house ol day long.. i'm just gonna play d piano non-stop.. I kno we alwayz head out on holidays but not 2day cos my aunt doesn't feel well and the car's on repair. I think I haven't told u guyz `bout this but my passion 4 piano is back! I'm ADDICTED again! Geez Unfortunately ngbalik nnman ang saket kuh sa pagkaadik!.. Watever hapend 2me..? Seems lyk it was jus yestrday wen my moder ws forcin me to play, sayin:

"Anak magpiano ka nman! Sayang lessons nyo ang mahal mahal!!"
"Weee... `yoko nga.."
i answerd w/o any hint of interest n my voice

Huh!! Wats got in2 me..?!! Is dis a symptom of bein INSPIRED?! I rily dunno.. I just kno I'm expired. Rily.

Friday, December 23, 2005

"Ugly"


UGLY
by sugababes


"People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be"



Hmm... whata message.. ganda noh..?! Itz true tho. People r ol d same. Just take a look at our x-rays.. we all look the same ryt!? And beneath our human body, we're all SOULS. What we do, what we say, what our lyf choices and decisions are, that's what makes the difrence. We get UGLY by our ugly acts. So plz, choose to be a BEAUTIFUL SOUL. ^_^

UntiTLed

Here i go agen.. ^_^ I can surely say it has been a rily long tym sinz i last upd8ed my blog.. 3 tough months have easily gone by.. My, how tym flies..?! And for 2 days time, it'll be christmas! And by January 3, i'll b turning 15! tanda koh nahhh!

Niweiz, dis post is called "untitled" coz i culdn't think of any appropriate title dat wud suit d idea of dis entry.. Dis is just me reflecting en evaluating my 15 yrs of existnce in ds cruel world. I realized i nver did get 2 exprience being HAPPY. Why? The word HAPPY is not sufficient enuf 2 sum up my 15 yrs full of laughters, smiles, love, en blessings. Of course, der wer tyms i'v felt so down, hopless, depres, en ol dat. But those obstacles are nothing compared to all the gud things and gud people god has gven me.

Secret? Contentment dude.. Contentmnt it is.. For evry goal i achiev, for evry thing i have, i'm so-- contented.

STOP THINKING YOU DON'T HAVE EVERYTHING. Nver let dat tot overrule u, coz dat wud absolutly pul u down.. Mybe u'r juz too blind to c the valuable things u have. Why? Becoz u'r envious . Yes, we ol hav our comptetiv sides but try 2 lie-lo at crtain tyms. 2 much compettvnes cud mke u mean & bein mean, makes u a certified LOOSER.
Trials, obstacles, problems, en such stuffs r not hindranz 4 us 2b happy. Alam nio b meaning pg mdming pgsubok buhay nio..?! Dat means u'r a worthy person. God gv u d chanz 2 prove urself. So u betr show Him ur worth ol d troubles.. ^_^ Matakot kau qng wlang problema buhy nio!

■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■■ Sinz it's Chrstmas, i wanna thank d folowing pipz:


  • Ma & Pa: 4 olweiz bein der 4 us, 4 doin thngs 2 make us hapy. I solmnly swear, if nobody's perfect, u'r the closest beings dat suit the word.

  • Ate April: 4 bein such a funny, kind & nice 2 get along sster. 4 bein my sort of confidant. Lucky me 2 hav u!

  • Ate Arriane: ur so moody. but wen u'r not out of urself, i promise ur such a great person. Ur so kind.

  • Tita Adelfa: u know ur my moder next 2 my mama. En 4 ol d things dat u'v done, i'm more dan wiling 2b ur daughter 2 luk after u & tke cre of u wen u get old.

  • Camille: i kno we alwayz fight either due 2 ur clumsiness or my crankiness but seriously i'm so lucky 2 hav u as my besfren. i've nver felt this secure.

  • Rej & Jen & Novea: My fun fwens! Tnx 4 d lafters. With u guys, i figured wat frenship rily means.

  • Classmates (batch '03 section 1): I'm so lucky 2 b a part of this batch! Swear. We're so different from some upper batches' cream sections and i'm so proud how you guyz r ol so humble! Other creams r so mayabang!

    ---I wish u ol a happy christmas!!! Luv u ol so much!---
  • Sunday, October 09, 2005

    Reservoir!!!

    Waaaaaa.... 2 tell u wat, i'v got a lot of tasks 2 do ryt now! But luk, i even got myself netsufring en blogging! >_< But don't worry, `soon as i get thru w/ dis, i'l resume doin my school's freakin stuffs!

    Goin back 2 d main topic, i hav a lot of things 2 do:

    In RESERVOIR, i nid 2 rewrite my written short story 2b compiled w/ my other clippings and articles. (Nga pla, Reservoir is my Journalism Subject. Dalawa ang journalism namin, "The Reservoir" (english) en "Ang Talisman" (tagalog), w/c also serve as the title of our 2 School Newspapers.)

    I also nid to finish my 5 feature articles w/c i left undone last wik. Huh!! Feature...?! News-writing & cartooning are my fields en not feature! Huhu.. I find feature-writing so damn difficult bcoz i have 2 use lots of complex adjectives! God I'm so pathethic somtymz.. T_T

    Hmmm.. wat els..? I need to get ready for the photo-session we will be doin 2moro 4 our PhotoJourn class! U see, i'm still talkin bout Reservoir hir. *cries* Thankfully, photojourn isn't my waterloo and i'm rly lukin 4ward 2 taking sum gud shots tomorow. ^_^

    And I need to finish my poems as well! ARGHHH. I shall pass the traditional en modern poems in tomorow's tym.. GEEZ. I really hate losing sleep due to endless school works! T______T

    Saturday, October 08, 2005

    HoRROr QuEen..?

    Last tuesday in our english class, we had a story-telling that's a bit close 2 dramatization. May narrator en my mga uma-acting.. Tas walang voice ang performers.. Prang tanga lang diba? En d title of our story was.. tantararan..taran.. *drumrolls*.. DOLL MASTER!

    I was chosen 2 play the role of Mina. Yez, ung bidang killer doll! Why is it alwayz lyk dat!? Dey alwayz resemble my face to horror characters! Nyahaha. Dont get me wrong, practically speaking Lim Eun Kyeong (Mina) is very pretty so i'm quite flattered pero.. do i really luk menacing/dangerous!? =))

    Well, fave kong mga scenes dun ay ung pumpatay na aq. (Ohh, there u go! Haha kidding!) My hand was full of ketchup and i was reeking of sauce! So after ng play wen my clasm8s congratulate me by giving high fives nagka-ketchup din cla and we wer ol laughing. Super fun!

    Nga pala, we also played sepak this last thursday 4 our practical in P.E. Kaazar nga eh..D aq marunong nun! Bwisit! Dance lang gusto ko sa P.E! Ugh.

    Tuesday, October 04, 2005

    QuEstiOns..

    Hmmm... Antgal q pLng nde nkpg-upd8 anuh!! Well.. sobrng busy s skul.. (uh yeah..? peo nkukuha pg mgintrnet!?) Hekhek.. Niweiz, anu nga b l8est saken ngaun..? E2... lgeng ngpupuyat! Libre xe intrnet evry peak hours eh.. Un 2Loy.

    Goin bak, ang title ne2ng l8est post q so far is "QUESTIONS". What the.. why on earth i hav such nonsense title..? First en foremost, nde nman xa nonsense eh.. Lots of questions kip on flowng in2 my mind evry now en den. Lyk.. wats d difrence betwin a girl who's pakipot en easy-2-get..? Baket my mga taong gus2 ang mga nkkabinging songs..? Bat my mga taong lgeng cnsbng dey don't know themselves enuf so we beter ask deir frens `bout dem..? En lastly, 22o bng evrythng happens 4 a rison..?

    Hmmm... I think being pakipot en easy-2-get symbolize intelligence in sum way. In close inspection, ung mga easy2get, dey beliv life is so short en they might as well enjoy it 2 d fullest.. enjoy evry minute of it. Well.. tama nman. Ung s pakipot, u know.. dey arn't contented enuf w/ the word 'i luv u'. Question is, "how much do u luv me..?" Ang ibng pgmmhal lumlpas ryt..? Iilan lng ang ngttgal, let's face it! So, if the guy have gone dat far 2 show her girl dat he luvs her, well, he probably b d one. Ang sbi ng iba, "Eh panu qng mhl tlga ng guy ung girl, pro ayw niang dumaan s mga pgsubok kya aun.. umayaw na.." For me, problema n un ng guy! Saka, it's not `bout bein tired after ol. Ngsswa cla..? Den dey must make a move. Sumtyms, s isng arw pde n niang mpkitng importnt ang girl db..? It doesn't take time at ol.

    Why do sum people enjoy listening 2 loud music..? Well, etoh tngin q lng. Pwdng my problma cla. But dey don't wanna face it. Nbasa q, ang mga ganong tao my tntkasan. Ayw nlang mkrinig ng iba, so mlkas ang volum ng music. It's lyk.. dey don't wana b reminded of ordeals or trial w/c arn't beter left unsolved. Ewan q ba! Pwde ring gus2 lng tlg nla.. dunno..

    Y do sum pipol used 2 say deir frens kno dem better..? My opinion is..dey kno demselves enuf but dey are just afraid or whatever, 2 admit it. For example, der was a guy who's quite boastful. Pro ngbubulag-blagan xa. D nya mtnggp n gnon xa. So wen sumbody ask `bout him, only his frens will say dat quality. So pipol tot his frens knew beter. But.. hello..?! Alam niang gnon xa! Dip insyd him, he knw himself dan any1 els.. Dat's wat i beliv. We know ourselves better. Aparently.. we'r jus d 1 hu's fooling ourselvs.

    Does evrytin happen 4 a rison..? If dis is true.. lahat b ng glaw ntin eh parang.. nakatala ng mngyari..? I dun think so.. in a way, it's stil in our hands on how we wil make our lives worthy enuf. Let say,my mga taong ngdurusa s mga nging aswa nla. Un n b tlga ang khhinatnan ng buhay nla..? Db we'll say, if she only managed 2 choose or luk 4 a gud husband, dat won't happen. See..? Nsa kamay nia un. But sinz I beliv God has d power, kaya nyang i-manipulate un or watever. Pro i thnk, nde s lhat ng bgy. Tau ang ggawa ng mga bgay en God will just giv us wat is d best en wat we deserv..

    LONG entRy noh!! hehe..

    Wednesday, June 29, 2005

    LUPET!! ngaun lng aq ng-up8!!!

    Ui senxa n senyong lahat! Ngaun lng aq nkpg-upd8! Inaamag 2loy 2ng blog q!!! Bwahaha... xe naman eh, ung PC nmin ngka-virus!!! Nde aq mkpg-internet!! Den busy p q sa skul!! Aun... SAKLAP nga EH... Sobrng panonorture n un!!! Aq pang adik s net nde mkpg-inertnet...?!! Ai naku... s text 2loy aq na-adik!! Eniweiz... Ai naku

    Wednesday, February 09, 2005

    PraktiS! Lagi na Lang!

    Grabe! Lgi n lng kmi my praktis, so far ndi p nman ako nasisiraan ng bait pro nraramdaman ko mlapit na! 2 plays, project s values, articles, report, syaw, kaloka! Andaming academics so nakakaubos ng brain juices. Hayzz. Cge bye magfrefriendster p ko...

    Sunday, January 30, 2005

    BADTRIP!

    Grabeh....rily not in d mud ryt now!

    Friday, January 28, 2005

    NagLaYas na CP!!!

    Nwawala cellphone ko!!!!!!!! MISSING! Huhuhu... how stupid of me... I'm only a highschool freshman and I've alredy lost 2 cellphones to date! Mggalit sina mama bka d n ko bilhan huhu.. The first tym happend last yr. It was a Nokia 3310 en i got it on 5th grade. Its price was 9k back then. Ung second, N2100, bnili nung nwala ung 3310 and it was 8k. Last week lang nawala yun. T_T I didn't have a ride home kc wla si papa at wala mgdadrive pahatid sakin sa school so napa-tricycle ako! Sa sobrang ngarag ko sa school works, i was unaware dmulas xa sa skirt uniform ko. BWISIT.

    Saturday, January 22, 2005

    Danz & daNz TiL u diE..

    Long entry pero worthy nman cgurong basahin! 0_o (wish ko lng..)

    Anyaha! Ang cute ng title noh?? Well, ryt now I am sick... *en wat els dyu expect? lgi nman eh!* at dhil itoh sa cultural dance n yan! Nsbi ko n ung 2ngkol sa sayaw on my previous blog entry entitled "BuSy" ryt? Yan 2loy... hu hu hu... cud it be bcoz of 'over fatigue'? Ahehehe.... gan2 kc yan...

    Me and my groupmates began practicing our indonesian dance on friday, Jan. 14.
    En kno wat? First day of practice eh hlos bumigay n kmi! Pnu b nman walang phinga? Oo na, cge nah, I admit, each of us wer given enaf time 2 rest naman pero...w8..did I say "ENAF"? Absolutly wrong! Oftentyms, as we arrived at our dance instructor's haus, sumsayaw n agad kmi! En during our merienda time, after sum spoonful of fud en a few drops of water, go back to work nah! Naman! I sed 2 myself once, "di kaya magka-appendicitis kmi n2?" Aheheh... naiinis lng ako kc dibah...d pa yta dumadaan sa esophagus nmin ung pagkain!! En take note, our indonesian dance was mor on "KEMBOT" or "KENDENG" thingy... kya torture ang tiyan nmin! Anyahaha!

    Jan. 18, ayan na...contest nah! I wasn't really in d mud dat tym, kase ampanget ng costume nmin! Nah... not rily ugly at ol.. it's just dat...i dun lyk it! It was quite revealling...grrr... coz unlyk oder girls nowadays, I'm not used to wearing too posh and girly dresses. Anyhow, wala rin akong ngawa kundi mgsuot ng costume. And gud thing we won!!!! Woohhoo! 4 groups kming nnalo, en lalaban sa Jan. 20 sa ibng section. Ansya ko pa coz my classmates told me I'm really gud at dancing! Galing raw kumembot at ang sexy ko raw tlga...*nakz..* Kso...ung pagkapanalo nmin means, magprapraktis n nman kmi! Waaaa.....hirap...
    Den, it was wednesday evning, en I was preparing for d finals next morning, nung bglang ngsuka ako. Mga 10pm un...tpos mga 12 midnyt sumuka ulit ako..mga 2-3 ng mdaling araw ulit...ive olredy thrown up evrything insyd me...latang lata na nga ako eh. Dats y, ng-absent n rin ako..so...d ako nksma sa pnka-contest (pro may grade na ako sa MAPEH). Ntatawa nga ako wen Camille called me up nung gabi en told me, "Aileen ntalo tau ng sec.2, syang walang gling sa sec1, pro aus lng, andami ngang nlungkot kung bkit ka pa raw nag-kasakit, kung sana raw pumasok ka baka nanalo tayo.." Waaa...sana nga....

    En so far...I feel better, but dis morning ngka-LBM nman ako. Ngekz... my mother sed maybe nsobrahan ako ng gutom, pro dhil s pagod, ndi ko n naramdaman ung pagkalam ng sikmura ko....dats y ryt now I am praying sna wag nman ako mgka-ulcer...sna kaw din mag-pray!

    Wednesday, January 12, 2005

    NeW LayEe!!!

    Anyahaha! notice nyo bah! New layout ko! Ahehe..i just got bored yesterday dats y i had fun browsing sum sites.. den i saw this layout!!! I immediately download dis 1...kya etoh..bago n sya!!

    Post ko ung favorit kong song nowadays! Ung kanta pg in-aadvertys ung COKE? rmmber dat song? Beautiful isn't it? Anyhow, dis is d lyrics of dat song..


    Sana'y masabi

    Sa awit kong ito

    Lahat ng ninanais

    Nitong puso ko

    Sana, saan man

    Patungo sa buhay

    May pag-ibig may pag-asa

    May saya at saysay

    Sana, sa bawat

    Sandali'y matikman pa

    Sarap ng pagsasama

    At simpleng ligaya

    Tara na, sakyan lang

    Malay mo..

    Andyan lang, andyan lang

    Ang hinahanap mo..

    Friday, January 07, 2005

    BusY

    Waaaahh....sbi nah eh! Busy n nman ngaung pasukan eh! Lgi n lng mdming assignments! Projects lang katapusan! We hav a cultural dance for our MAPEH, pictorials from sum stories for our english subject..play for social, tas mga activities sa academics. GRRRRR! Tomoro is saturday en I'm supposed to be having a break!!! But instead, i have to go to "Ina ng Buhay", Paula's haus, en Angelica's haus.

    Me en Jen were instructed 2 be der by 7-8 am, while d oders wer told 2 go to Ange's haus by 8-9 am. NAKAKAAZAR. I thought 8 hours pataas n ang tulog ko kc nga wlang psok..en yet...naman! Azar tlg!!! D 2loy ako mkpgsaya!!!

    Monday, January 03, 2005

    HAPPY BDAY!!!

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME WUHUU!


    Yep, itz mah birthday 2day en I'm olredy 14 yirs old! Sadly, we hav endless projects en tons of homworks 2day! itz rily gettin in2 mah nervs! so anoying! hehekz thank God masaya sa class kanina. ^_^

    I also received a lot of gifts from my clasm8s (most were letters). I didn't expect dey wud doing such a thing! And wat made dis day mor wonderful was dat almost ol my schoolmates greeted me at school. I always, always appreciate personal greetings. ♥

    Sunday, January 02, 2005

    BDAY girl!!!!!!!!!

    Waaaaaaahhh....isa n akong bday girl bukas! I shud b hapi en ecstatic but the idea that we have classes tomoro ON MY BIRTHDAY is suckin the hapness out me! I'm not yet ready 4 more brain bleaching school works! T___T