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Name: AiLeen
Nickname: AiLs,AppLe
B-Day: Jan. 3
Age: 17
Location: Caloocan, PH
Sign: Capricorn
School: Polytechnic University of the Philippines
Year level: CCMIT

LIKES: Spongecola pillow KYLE XY!!! musiczzz... Leche flan and ferrero! gadgets chocolates milo netsurfing hanky pocketbooks horror movies

DISLIKES: juNkfoOds softdrinks (tapang!) smokeeers judgeMentaL cockroaches poshy clothes

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  • Naynay & taytay:
    4 olweiz bein der 4 us, 4 doin thngs 2 make us hapy, en I solmnly swear, if nobody's perfect, u'r the closest beings dat suit d word.

  • Ate April:
    4 bein such a funny, kind & nice 2 get along sster. 4 bein my sort of confidant. Lucky me 2 hav u.

  • Ate Arriane:
    ur so moody. but wen ur nt out of urself, i promise ur such a great person. Ur so kind.

  • Tita Nimfa:
    u know ur my moder next 2 my naynay. En 4 ol d things dat u'v done, i'm more dan wiling 2b ur daughter 2 luk after u & tke cre of u wen u get old. U don't hav chldren of ur own but i'm wiling 2 fil in.

  • Camille:
    i'm so lucky 2 hav u as my besfren. U'r olweiz der by my side, if not, u'r just behind me. If u'r not behind me, ur just a half inch away. C? we'r so close.. hehe..

  • Rej & Jen & Novea:
    Nyaaa.. my fwens. Tnx 4 d lafters. With u guys, i figured out wat frenship rily means.

  • Classmates(H.S. DAYS):
    I'm so lucky 2 b a part of this batch! Swear. We'r in a cream of d crop section but just lyk wat our techers hv told us, we'r diffrent from oders sec.1. We nver use r section 4 sumting 2 brag bout. I'm so tenkful.

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    LOVE..?!
    Hmm... I wonder y am i doin dis ryt at dis moment..? I'v never bin in2 sharing my thoughts en beliefs `bout LUV 4 so long now. Moreover, i'm not so much of a romantic fool.. But eniwei, i used 2 rid bunch of pocketbooks at home en i seem 2 kind of lyk it. Below dialogues are just sum of my favorites.. U see, i always lern new things through pocketbuks tho i'm just `bout the halfway of the entire story.

    Points to Ponder

    "Yes, luv doesn't ofer any guarantee.. U may end up hapi or w/ a broken hart. But that's basicaly wat it is ol `bout.. Luv isn't a giv en take situation." -Allison

    "Kpag ngmhal ka pla, hndi mo kylangang mtakot n bka hndi nya maiblik sau ang pgtngin n un. U just do wat u hav 2 do since love isn't `bout w8ing 4 anythin in return. That's suppose 2b wat luv is." -Rommuel

    "I'd rather cry `cause of luv dan cry coz i'v nver given dat luv a chance.." -Salve

    "Wen i was a child, i used 2 watch a lot of TV programs. Der was dis cartoon being aired.. GUMMY BEARS ang title.. Sbi ng isang bear, "It's beter 2 have loved en lost dan nver to have loved at ol.." Those wer such serious thoughts from a light en fancy cartoon series. I never did get 2 know if dey adopted it from sum1 els.. But dos words stuck 2 me lyk glue. Mhal q ang BF q. I'm perfectly aware he myt be doin his mistakes over en over agen but i still luv him. Thing is, NAGMAHAL aq. I'd rader lose him dat way rader dan regret not doin anythin `bout it.." -Kris

    "Don't let ur own ghost haunt u en stop u from luvin her back.. Don't compare her to ur ideal girl since she's 4 real en ur ideal girl doesn't really exist. She's not goin 2 stand a chance wen u kip on putting her in line w/ those heroines of urs. Ang labas nyan, lagi mo xang mhahanapan ng pagkakamali en imperfections.." -Kris

    Thursday, October 04, 2007

    » ConfeSsions of a TeenAge brokenHeaRt...

    Hanep. Kmuka n nman ng eyes m ang nmmagang mata ni Kokey. Crying blues ba itu?! Hayy.. Cmon, hush now don'tcha cry mah mhen, ngmahal ka eh. At pg nagmahal ka, na2ral nang masaktan. It takes a lot of courage to fall in love, kasi.. there's no guarantee that you'll be happy or brokenhearted in the end. Wla kang pnghahawakan, ksi..all things in life r temporary, and the relationship may end up anytym.


    But dat's o'ryt.. Der's no such thng as happy ending.. only happy memories. D nag-eexist ang fairytale, ano ka, si Mojacko?! (teka fairytale character b c Mojacko?!) Moja moja.!. Goin back, `wag kang mgmakahirap pra lng mgkaroon ng happy ending! OK!? Aasa ka lang sa wla..



    Wat u've gotta do is enjoy & mke unforgetable & happy memories w/ ur loved 1. Kasi.. memories, yun ang mababaon m & itretreasure. Un lng nman ang d na nababago eh.. Khit magka-memory loss or amnesia ka pa, u'l knw dem by heart.Uyy.. Drama nun ah..Hebi!! hehe..



    The heck with darn endings.. hlos lahat naman may katapusan. Hndi man kau ngkatuluyan, atleast, nrnasan mong mging masaya, magmahal, at mhalin. Don't blame urself f u hav bin so foolish. Let's accept the fact n pg ang tao'y ngmahal, sdyang ngiging "tanga" lng. Aasa ka. Llo na kung first time magmahal (right?!). Magkasala man siya, madali mong mapapatawad kahit mali. Ang lalabas sa bibig mo, "Ok lang. Wag mo nang ulitin ok!". Ngiting-ngiti pa. (Pero nagplaplano ka na ng assasination plot laban sa mahal mo! Ahaha..jowk.) Magagalit ka sa kanya at di papansinin. Iisipin mo isa siyang transparent na askal na bumubuntot sayo. Buburahin mo'ng number nya sa phonebook mo a kabisado mo nman) at di mo siya itetext. But for how long? Atmost 2hours..malamang. Kasi di mo matiis. After ilang minutes maha-highblood ka dahil sinukuan niya agad ang pag-iinarte mo kaya tinext mo na siya. At dahil kandahirap ka pa sa pag-enter ng 11digit # niya (dahil may erase efek ka nga), sinave mo na lang ulit siya sa phonebook. Ganyan di ba?! You hold on to the fact na, 'magbabago pa naman siguro siya', 'lahat naman nagkakamali', or 'iintindihin ko na lang'. All these craps, isa lang ang pinagmulan -- ayaw mo siyang mawala sa buhay mo. Ganyan tlaga eh. When you love, get a grip of yourself coz your heart may overrule your mind.



    Ok lang yan. `Di ka nag-iisa, kahit ang matatalinong tao nagiging tanga pag nagmahal. Sabihin man nating sa huli ay napairal nila ang utak, wag ka.. dahil nahirapan din silang labanan yung puso nila before sila nakagawa ng wise decisions.
    Tanga ka!!! Narinig mo? But don't worry..that's why nandiyan ang friends mo.. They will guide you. Sila yung sasapak sa`yo pag naging tangengotz ka na ng sobra. Sila yung nasa katinuan *matino nga ba*, kaya sila yung nakakakita if sobra at mali na ang ginagawa mo.. (dahil nga nagmamahal ka, sila muna ang utak mo..) Sila rin ang magsisilbing getbackers mo. Susunugin nila ng buhay ang nanakit sayo, isisilid sa katsa ang abo (katsa, hindi sako, pra cheap!) at pagugulungan nila iyon ng pison para maging flesh crumbles. Hayaan mo sila, dahil matagal na nilang pangarap ang maging anime na may mga higanteng mata, na magliligtas sa mga naaapi. Ok?!




    Oky lang if you feel so helpless right now. Naging engat ka, martir, at kung anong efek pa na matutulog na lang eh magsesenti pa dahil madilim. Puro love songs pa ang tugtog. Na siningitan pa ng boom tarat. Sige lang... Iyak ka lang. Lhat yan, di mali. Ang mali --- "ay pag di ka nag-move on". We are all expected to fall down, just as we are expected to bounce back as well. Now, you're in the process na hirap ka pa. Feel the pain... For it is by feeling the pain you'll learn how to get away with it..

    Siguro iniisip mo, di ka na magmamahal pa..na ayaw mo na, and ggawin mo ng laro ang love. Ok, if that's what you think, go ahead.. In future's time, you'll realize you had wasted so much tears, wasted a lot of opportunities.. wasted whatsoever. You'll realize he's not worthy. You'll realize your mistakes. But at the same time, you'll find yourself smiling. Know why..? Kasi, the biggest realization that you'll come up with is that, you have loved. And it's "true". Tatawan-tawanan mo na lang ang nakaraan. But you'll feel great.
    Now, lugmok ka pa dyan.. But I know makakaya mong mag-move on. If he's not for you, you'll find somebody else.. Just don't lose faith in God & in yourself.. Love yourself first, for you to be able to love somebody.. truly..

    Monday, September 17, 2007

    » Friendship

    Kaibigan. Lhat hlos ng tao sa daigdig n ito ay may 'kaibigan'. Pero.. kkaunti lng s knila ang totoo. Hmm.. Ano nga ba ung kaibigan? Yung kalaro, n kasundo mo sa paglalaro ng dota? Yung kparehas mo ng hobby, na appreciatin ang mgagandang likha ng Diyos? (for short, pagnasaan ang mga goodlooking na npadaan) Aus ahh. O yung kakwentuhan mo ng mga wlang kakwenta-kwentang bagay?

    Sbi ng iba, ung kaibigan ay ang taong npgssabihan ng knilang mlalagim n sikreto. Yung nkakasundo s pggawa ng mga kpaki-pkinabang n bgay 2lad ng klokohan. Yung ngkakaintindihan s simpleng snyasan at facial expression lng. Yung msarap ktawanan khit corny na. At yung taong kaiyakan pag gusto mng mag-senti..

    Ano nga ba ung kaibigan? Ka-close ba? Pro hnd nman lahat ng ka-close m ay naiintindihan ka. Yung npgsasabihan ng problema? Khit knino naman pwde ka magsbi ng problema.. pro d lhat cla ay nagke-care ng totoo. Mayb they just hav the tym 2 listen, but dont hav much concern to wat is being heard, ryt?.. Yung lagi mo bng kausap at ksama? Pero pa`no na pag di mo na sila laging kasama.. wud that end the relationship? Yung mtagal mo ng kakilala? Pero sa tagal nman panahon, hind naman kilala ang tunay na ikw...

    Ano nga ba yung kaibigan? Yun bang laging happy ang moments? But what if naging unhappy moments na, tpos na rin b ang friendship? Yun bang lging nakasuporta? But what if u're up to a bad move, and ur friend wouldn't support u for that dhil makkasama rw sa`'yo. Hindi mo na b xa ituturing na friend?.. Yun bng lagi mng ksundo? But wat if hnd kau ngkasundo sa isang bgay? Isusuko mo n ang relasyon nyo..?

    Ano nga ba ang kaibigan? Yung goodlooking? But not all goodlooking cud mke u feel good.. Yun bng mayaman? But not ol of them hav everything.. Sum dont hav "love" 4 others. How `bout powerful prsons? But dont hav the power to mke u feel secure bout urself...

    Ano nga ba yung kaibigan? I hav now the answer.. And that is, friendship is not to be dfined. Wla itong specific meaning dhil hnd ito isang 'word' lang na bnubuo ng iba't ibng letra. Sa friendship, hnd m kylangan ng definition. Hnd mo kailangan ng rules. Hnd mo kylangang mgtakda ng batas kung cno ang ppasa sau.

    Like love, friendship is felt. Just as simple as that. Coz it's not about choosing the person, and making your own standards. It's bout how much love & friendship u build with them. Kaibigan... cla ung mga nilalang na mhal m, pero hnd m nman kadugo. Type AB ka, type O siya, panu na iyun!!! Halimaw ka, lamang-lupa siya, again, panu na iyun!!!

    Mahal mo sila. And dat means u want the best 4 them. Bcause dat is our main purpose in life, to mke better persons out of ourselves. And friendshp is a very gud example that cud help us fulfill dat purpose. Kasi, u care 4 each other. Khit ikasisiya nya, kung mkakasama nman sa knya, u'll stop him/her in the name of love!! Sa mdaling salita, magiging basag-trip ka s mga 3p nyang malagim..

    Ehem, friends are like destiny. Soulmates. Meant to be. All is fair in love and war. Time is gold. At kung kinain ni eba ang mansanas, pa`no na si Snow White? Kaya let's treasure our friends. *Pkihanap nlng ang koneksyon..hekhek* Build a strong relationship w/ them. Coz, wat relationship could last a lifetime?

    Si bokbok at poknat ba?..Maikli na lang daw ang buhay pero di mamatay-matay! HANEP!

    Correct answer, FRIENDSHIP.

    » HaYsKuL LayP..

    Farewell to you my friend, hope we'll see each other again. Don't worry coz it's not the end of everything..

    Farewell, pnka-famous na kntang pnatutugtog s araw ng graduation. A song dat can move evry graduate's heart. Ung mga iyakin, mas ngng emosyonal. At ang mga ngttapang-tapangan nman, taas noo pa rin. Slubong ang kilay at kunot-noo, w/ matching tears nga lng. Akalain mo yun?! Ganon pla kdrama pg uspang hwalayan n.


    Magcmula tau s umpisa. Ang pagiging freshmen. Unang tapak sa High School, excited at my halong kba. Ang iba nman, culture shock pa at hatid sundo prin ng mga magulang na pangarap mgng "best parents". Krmihan s 1styrs, icp bata p tlga. Sumsabit s grills ng bintana ang mga nangangarap mging unggoy s hnhrap. My mga nagtatakbuhan pa. Tgnan mo nga naman ang mga pandak, parang grade 1 lng. Konting away lang, ngangawa na.



    Being a sophomore is a lot easier. Ksi, nkapag-adjust na. Hindi na namamangha sa bagong pnturang pader. Hindi n rin maxadong malikot. Maligalig nlang.. Ngpapadulas nlng s sahig ang isang nene n nagppahila sa isang kaklaseng nauto nya. Ms nahumaling na rin ang mga bubwit sa tnatwag na "friendship". They've realized friendship is beyond wat dey had used 2 think it is. Na ang kaibiga'y hind cmpleng kalaro lng. Nauso n rin ang pagging sentimental at namangha sa openforum. Qng saan ngdradrama ang lahat at nag-iiyakan n prang gragraduate n knbukasan.



    Lumevel-up ang buhay ng mga bubwit. The third year in high school. Nawindang ang sangkatauhan. Aba, mahirap na pala ang level 3! Nakkapagod ang mga activities. Kung saan-saang bhay npapadpad. My choral enterpretation, sbyang pgbkas, dance and singing contest, investigatory project, at qng anu2 png contest na sinumpa n ng mga estudyanteng haggard. Everything was getting a lot harder, & seryosohan n pare! Ntuklasan n rin ang crushes and lovelife. Nbuo ang iba't ibang grupo gaya ng mga smusunod:

    Espasol Boys & Girls: Liga ng mga kabataang ngng hobby na tadtarin ng pulbos ang muka.

    Luvteam: Ito ang kwawang duo na pinag33pan lgi s klase. Boy-girl man o Boy-boy.

    'Pinagtripan ng Parlorista' Girls: Samahan ng mga kababaihang excited mgng dlaga at ngmemake-up na.

    Runnaway Guys: Bnubuo ng mga kalalakihang nasisindak pg nsa tabi-tabi c crush. Hehe..

    OTHERS: Mga grupong wlang asenso. *4 short, hnde ngdlaga at ngbinata. hehe*

    Mga teenagers nga naman!




    Fourth year high school. S wakas ngkaroon na ng krapatang magsiga-sigaan c totoy at nene s school. Cla ang pnka-matanda, kya tumabi-tabi kau mga lower years. Medyo nging pino n sa kilos. Ang mga dalagita, lging conscious. Tuwang-tuwa rn clang magbeso-beso kht nghahawaan na ng oil. May mahiwagang hobby nman ang mga boys na napag-alamang 'pagporma o pagdiskarte' pla. At nauso n rin ang kadramahan ng mga graduating na tinatawag na 'slambook'. Kung saan magbbigay ang isang student ng goodbye msg na tila mmamatay ng kinabukasan.



    Sumapit ang araw ng graduation. At dumating na ang iisang realisasyon. This is the real thing. Sa buong apat na taon, hindi appreciated ang highschool life. May nagsabi pang 'hay naku buti pa nong elementary days mas masaya!' But on the day of graduation, they've realized elementary days were only a lot more easier. But highschool life is a lot more colorful. Highschool life might have been so hard pero ms masaya pla.. Mas puno ng memories.. Lhat ng mga pangyayari, npaka-precious na pla nang hindi nla npapansin.



    On the day of graduation, you couldn't help but reminisce. Lahat ng alaala, nagflaflashback na. From the first year up to the last. Then suddenly you were crying without you noticing and knowing it.. While singing the final song, hindi ka na makakanta sa sobrang emosyon. Nabwisit ka pa dahil pinagpraktisan mo pa nman ang makaubos hiningang kanta



    Tumugtog na ang farewell. Ngtatago ka na sa likod ng panyo.. Pasimple kang sumilip & nakita mng nagngangawaan na ang lhat. At dahil hndi ka nman pla ng-iisa dhl You Belong.., ng-iiyk ka n ng todo. Humahagulgol n ang mga dramatista mng co-graduates. May pasimple pang sumilip sa salamin hbang umiiyak. Puro group hug din. May nagyakapan dng two students n umiiyak sbay sbng, "Tol, kita nlng tau s PUP ah!". "Oo! Same tau ng kkuning course ah?! Yeah!!". Hanep..! Hndi nman pla magkkhwalay, ngmoment pa. Hihi..



    Aching.. inilabas na ng lahat ang isang materyal na kumikislap. Ah, camera pala yun. Picture dito, picture don. Ngpiye-piyesta s mga itsurang prang nsalanta na ng bgyo. My nagkalat n make-up, nmmagang mata, gulu-gulong buhok. My di nkapagpigil at pinicturan pti ang nananahimik na pader ng mga Building. Lahat ng maliliit na bagay, maapreciate mo n pla pg naramdaman mong mawawala na un.



    Hayskul layp... Kasukla-suklam dati para sau. Nagkapuyat puyat ka. Naging cursing person ka pa na sinumpa ang lahat ng terror teachers na sumindak sau. Hanep! Nabagabag at nagulantang ka sa mga recitation at biglaang reports... Lahat ng paghihirap, magging bahagi rn pla ng alaalang babalikan mo.. At higit s lahat, ang mga taong nging bhagi n2. Ang mga teachers, abnormal na klasmeyts at tila nwala sa katinuang mga kaibigan. Pati si manong na lgi kang pnagbibilhan ng milo, maaalala mo rn..

    Hayskul layp... makulay nga.

    Hayskul layp... nakakaiyak ngang iwan.

    Hayskul layp... signing off...

    Monday, February 27, 2006

    » "Emotional Outbursting?"

    Uhmm. What's new..?! Mejo mdami qng poblema naun!!! First eh 2ngkol sa grades koh.. Dati dq pinopoblema `to eh..I was very consistent w/ my grades way back then,. at ska, I always mnaged 2 get line of 9's..,isa lang o dlawa ang line of 8.. Peo now, swerte na pla ang 85. Kno wat?!! 4 my opinion, d new grading system is very UNFAIR. Kc, mxadong FOCUS cla sa mga freakin REQUIREMENTS na yan..! Im not havin an emotional outbursting hir ok? But..grrr...FINE! col dis watever u want..!! Puro requirements... kumbga, nde na "TALINO" ung natitignan.. If u missed evn just 1 requirmnt, ur grade wud surly fail.. Khit pa gano katataas mga exams mohh.. And if u managed 2 submit ol d requiremnts, di ka bbgsak kahit pa waterloo mo ang isang subject.! Pano yun db?! Laht nman tau dmdting s puntong di nakakapasa ng mga PROJECTS db.. I agree na dpat bgyan ng RECOGNITION ang mga taong nkkpasa ng requirements ALWAYS. Dey r RESPONSIBLE. Peo,. qng cla din lang ang mkkakuha ng PASSING grdes.. cla na ang mag-fi-fill sa top. Okay,guarantee dat dey r DESERVING. Peo.. couldn't it b d other way around..?! I kno i cudn't "abolish" these requiremnt thingy.. So i just hope na, qng requirements din lang, QUALITY nlng, `wag QUANTITY..

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    Monday, February 13, 2006

    » "She BANGS"

    `Di ko alam kung paanong nangyari ang lahat. Kung anong pinag-ugatan, sanhi, o dahilan. Nagising na lang ako, isang umaga na kulay violet ang araw, na nangangati ang aking mga kamay & daliri na hugis kandila. Kandilang may lubak. Noong una, inakala kong kinagat lng iyon ng langgam na rumeresbak saken. Ngunit imposible. On leave ang langgam at kasalukuyang nagbabakasyon ito sa kapitbahay. Ngarag na ako sa sobrang kati ng aking mga kamay, hanggang sa nakakita ako ng isang "gunting" sa lababo. Nakanganga ang gunting at tila nakangiti ito sa akin. Tila nag-aanyaya. Naakit ako. Agad na kinuha ko ang smiling scissor. At sunod sunod na ang kahiwagaang lumukob sa akin..

    Tila ako na-posses ni Doll Master. Tinungo ko ang aming banyo at tumingin sa salamin. Ako'y nawindang nang makita si Sadako (repleksiyon ko) doon. Asensado na pala siya, nasa banyo na at wala na sa balon. Sobrang haba ng kanyang buhok. Kinuha ko ang gunting at ginupitan ang napakagandang buhok na iyon. Nilagyan ko ng bangs. Inikliian ko pa. Hanggang sa umigsi na ng sobra. Muli akong tumingin sa salamin, at nagulantang sa aking natuklasan! Si Sadako (ako) ay nagmukha nang si "Rock Lee" ng paboritong anime ng pusa namin. Tila ito may 'bunot' sa ulo dahil sa bangs. Hindi na siya si Sadako, kundi si Mina ng Doll Master. *may bangs si Mina.

    February 12, 2006. Ito ang opisyal na petsa ng kaarawan ng aking Bangs. Siya ay bunga ng minsang pagkakasala namin ng gunting. Nadala kami, at natukso, kaya may isang BANGS na nabuo. Hindi naiwasan ni Inay na di kami pagalitan. At tinanggap ko iyon ng buong puso. Ngunit pinarusahan ang gunting. Ito ay isinabit ni Inay sa may lababo kasama ng mga kutsilyo at sandok. Ako'y naluha. Kahabag-habag ang anyo nitong tila nakagapos roon ngunit wala akong nagawa. Nangako ako sa harap ng aming pamilya, na aalagaan ko at pahahabain ang maiksi kong BANGS. Pinangalanan ko siyang "SHE BANGS", dahil aking napagtanto na siya ay isang SHE. Ngayon, papalubog na ang kulay violet na araw. Nakatanghod lang ako habang lumuluha, "Ganito pala, lagi kang luluha.. Lalo na pag natutusok ng Bangs ang mga mata mo.. Masakit.."


    ------------------> MORAL LESSON: Destiny is just an excuse of LETTING things happen instead of..MAKING things happen.. *ANG LAYO! HAHA!*

    *This is a real-life-story. Seriously, I stl can't figure out,. why on earth did i mess up with my hair yestrday..? I was probably out of my freakin mind. Wat was I up 2?! Watever happend 2me?! Dey said i luk like MINA w/ this bangs on my forehed,. but, was dat sumtin i shud b proud of? I'm fiercely aware of Mina's beauty, but how else am i gona explain ds sudden changed n my hair 2 my friends.. classmates... WAAAhhh!!! O_o

    Saturday, December 24, 2005

    » HoPLeSs MusiCiAn~

    Waaaaa.... it's christmas!! ^_^ It's so coOL...
    Ambilis ng pnahon tlga!!
    Newei, i'm just planning 2 stay insyd our house ol day long.. Wat else am i suposed 2 do..? Un lng nman tlga mggwa kuh eh... >_< i'm just gonna play d piano non-stop.. I think I haven't told u guyz `bout dis, so now i won't drag & pls lend me ur eyes & rid vry well.. Coz I hav a confession 2 make.. *eherm* I'm ADDICTED! Geez it's true! Unfortunately ngbalik nnman ang saket kuh.. ADIK NA ULET AQ SA PIANO! >_< pardon..? Nyax...

    D folowing r symptoms dat u'r a certified PIANO ADDICT..
    Caution: Don't dare mess up w/ piano addicts.. or els,dey wud dstroy ur eardrum *wink*


  • Ur fingers start moving violently as if it's presing d piano keys.
    *Ex. Ur in front of a table and u imagin it as a piano so ur fingers bgin playin*
  • Evrytym u hear music, u'r waitin 2 hear 4 d sound of piano.
    *Ex. U hir d song GEMINI & u start wondring wat r d major keys*
  • Wen ur infront of d piano, u seem 2 fol 4 it & d nex ting, *poof* it bcame coco crunch!! U cn't help starin at it!
  • En as u start playin a song, u cn't get nuf w/ it! U play non-stop!
    *Ex. Ur done playin ol d pieces dt u kno. But ur so damn adicted! So u repeat playin ol d pieces over & over agen!
  • Evrybody seems 2 reprimand u! Dey evn col u names such as a nuisanz pianiz!
    *Ex. Ur neighbors get iratated bcoz of ur noise! U almost caused dem eyebags



    Der u go... >_< Watever hapens 2me..? It seems lyk i'm behaving far diferent from my normal behavior. Am i startin 2 loos my sanity or wat?!! Dis is surly not me.. Or, is ds d REAL me..?! I'm bewildr! U kno, i used 2b so lazy over ds stuffs., seems lyk it's jus yestrday wen my moder ws forcin me sayin;

    "Anak magpiano ka nman!!!"
    "Weee... `yoko nga.."
    i answerd w/o any slightest of instrst n my voice

    Huh!! Wats got in2 me..?!! Nyaxx.. is dis a symptom of bein INSPIRED?! I dunno.. I just know I'm expired..

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~NEXT TOPIC--------->>>

    Uhmm... kno wat..? Lately, erm.. I'm startin 2 lyk LINDSAY LOHAN. From her songs, to movies, i cn fiercly say she rockz!! Her l8est song "CONFESSION OF A BROKEN HEART" surely hit chords.. And her movies "CONFESSION of A TEENAGE DRAMA QUEEN", "MEAN GIRLS" r ol worth watchin..


    And d greatest band of ol, SPONGECOLA!! Yael galing mo tlga!!...wrrrrr... Dey rock my world!! I'm rily inluv w/ his voice.. geez.. >_< do i sound so much of an obsesd fan..?! I wish i don't.. Coz i certnly not. Newei, haaayyy... If ever i wud hir someon hu hs a voice as briliant as Yael's, it myt b so easy 4 me 2 fol 4 him.. tapos kantahan pa akoh oh! nyax.. Dat wud rily b great..



    "Maiiwasan ba ang bwat sndaling ika'y laman ng isip ko. Ngau'y lilipas ng hndi kta nsisilayan. Nrrapat bang pgilan ang dmdamin na lalong mhulog sau.." -->UNA - Sponge Cola

    Bye guyz! Mery christmas! ^_^
  • Friday, December 23, 2005

    » "Ugly"


    UGLY
    by sugababes


    "People are all the same
    And we only get judged by what we do
    My personality reflects me
    And if I'm ugly then
    So are you
    So are you

    Everybody talks bad about somebody
    And never realises how it affects somebody
    And you bet it won't be forgotten
    Envy is the only thing it could be"



    Hmm... whata message.. ganda noh..?! I cn perfctly relate w/ its lyrics.. Nyax.. peo d nman akoh panget ah.. >_< Nyaha! Kiding aside, the song is true. People r ol just d same. We only get judged and dat mkes d difrence.. U see, get 3 chocolates den try 2 analyze urself. Kno y i used chocol8s..? coz my stomach is starting 2 water..haha!



    Dos 3 chocol8s r chocol8s. Dos r not rice, nor meat. But try 2 taste dem 1 by 1. U myt say d 1st chocol8 was sweet. But 4 me.. it's not.. It tasted so bad & bitter.. *yek*. C wat i mean..?!



    Geez... i sound so much of a psycho.. >_< Never in my entyr lyf i dream 2b a psycho! Or do i..?! O_o

    Erm.. sinz we'r olredy talkin bout "UGLY" hir, let me tell u a STORY.. dis caused me goosebumbs way back d oder day wen my sster shared ds 2me..


    ----------------
    Once ther was a couple hu never did get d chance of having a child sinz they married each oder. The wife ws not capable of givin birth.. But 1 great day came, d wife finally got pregnant. D couples wer so damnably hapy & excited. Dey even caled it a miracle. Atlast, d wife gave birth aftr 9 tough months. But they got d shock of deir lives wen dey saw deir child. Apparently, the baby looked like a hell. It was so ugly. It was not blessed wit a lovly face.. So sad.. gano kya kpngit un?

    It was still their daughter so dey just ignored how awful she lookd. Dey raised the baby properly as it grw old. Wen the child had finally reached d age of 10, she alredy expriencd so much humiliation & embarassment. Oder children seemd so unstopble of teasing her en gving her tongue-lashing words. She just didn't mind dem en console herself by sayin, "I don't cre.. My moder luvs me ds way.."

    One day, der was a camping 2b held in d forest. Ol d students wer required 2 join & participate, for it wud b servd as their project in a partcular subjct. Parents r necesary. So d family went over. It was olredy midnyt wen the ugly child was awakend. She srchd 4 her moder & ask her,

    "Mom, can i pee..?"
    "Sure, i'l accompany u baby." the moder answerd.

    And w/ dat, dey went searchin 4 a place in d forest. Wen dey found a dark corner, the child started 2 pee. Unfor2nately, she was jus a meter away from d cliff. And since she didnt kno bout it, she fell off. D next seconds, she ws dead..

    The couple felt so depresed. It took dem almost 2 months 2 completely recover & compose themselvs. After 3 months, the wife got pregnnt 4 d 2nd tym. Agen, dey wer both so overwhelmed. And dey got happier 2 c dt deir 2nd child was so beautiful. She looks mor of an angel.. Amputi na maamo ang mukha. Sumtin lyk dat.

    Evrytin was smoot-sailin. Evrytin seemd so fine. Til 1 day, lyk a deja vu, der was agen a cmping 2b held, sponsord by d girl's skul. In a forest. Pngwalang bhala n nung couple kht prang nauulit ang past. But d moder, she was a bit nervous & beginin 2 frek out insyd.. In d midle of d nyt, d girl felt d "col of nture". So she got herslf out of d tent & ask her moder.

    "Mom, can i pee..?"
    "Sure, i'l accompany u baby." the moder answerd.

    Dey reached d same place. D place wer d ugly child died. Ds tym, so much fear was clerly written on the mom's face. D cute girl was about 2 pee wen she luk bak 2 her mother..

    And slowly said..

    "Mom.. `wag mo na aq tulakin ulet ha..?"

    -------------THE END---->>>>>>>>>>



    I think i don't nid 2 elaborate further more.. gets nyo ba..?! kakilabot noh!!
    The moder was silently iritated by how her child looked lyk.. She was mad all along. She cudn't take 2 hv a child as ugly as d 1st 1.. D painful part is dat, d child tot her moder loved her despite of her looks..
    So aun, tinulak nong moder ung ugly child s bangin dat nyt.. En after a total of 4 months, d spirit of dis ugly girl haunt her moder, en reincarnate..

    I hop u learn from my entries, i dunno.. ideas wud just flow & flow eh,
    Un lang, Der's nothin w/ our lukz.. rily. U'l get tired w/ a face but get developd w/ a prsonality..

    » UntiTLed

    Here i go agen.. ^_^ I cn surely say it hs been a rily long tym sinz i last upd8ed my blog.. 3 tough months hs easily gone by.. My, how tym flies..?! And for 2 days time, it'll be christmas! Nyax.. >_< And by January 3, i'l b turning 15! tanda koh nahhh!

    Niweiz, dis post is entitled "untitled" wow whata rhym! hehek.., coz i culdn't think of any apropriate title dat wud suit d idea ov dis entry.. buang n koh mxado pra poblemahin pa'ng ita-title q.. So much 4 these crap, erm.. wer am i agen..?

    Ah, as i ws sayin, il b turning 15 on january 3!!! En 2 tel u wat, in my almost 15 yrs of existnce in ds cruel world, i nver did get 2 exprience 2 b HAPPY. Care 2 ask y..? Never aqng nging msya dhil ako'y naging MALIGAYA. Of course, der wer dis tyms i rily felt so down, hopless, depres, en ol dat. I hav cryd so much way back my childhood days, cursed d world coz it sucks, & gotn myself prisond in my room coz i tot dey left me out.. But never i dd surender. Laban kung laban! toinx.. I only hav 2 options 2 chus from, 2 b lonly or 2b hapi.. & i beter select the latter. U know wat's my precious scret?! Contentment dude.. Contentmnt it is.. For evry goal i achiev, for evry thing i have, for watever i cn do, i'm so-- contented.

    Pano ka mkokontento qng filing mo nga naman eh.. walang wala ka..?! Wlang bgay na kokontento sau..?
    Geez, ol i cn say is nver let dat tot overrule u, coz dat wud absolutly pul u down.. Mybe u'r juz 2 blind 2 c things w/c r bter b valued. At d nio naaapreciate kase.. ol eyes kau s iba.. Erm.. myb ur envious..?! U olweiz bear d tot dat his/hers rocks and urs juz plain sucks. Don't try 2 deny it.. gnyan nman tlga.. We ol hav our comptetiv sides. Di papatalo. But try 2 lie-lo at crtain tyms. 2 much compettvnes cud mke u mean. & bein mean, means a certified LOOSER.
    B optimistic naman just ds once.. If u manage 2 consder evrthin around u, from small things 2 big things, ul soon realyz how beautiful life cn get. But if everytin seems so out of hand & ur 2 damn broken 2b whole agen & mov on, bear in ur mind dat "GOD IS JUST BUSY WRITING THE BEST STORY 4ME.."

    En lastly, trials, obstacles, problems, en such stuffs r not hindranz 4 us 2b happy. Nah..! Alam nio b meaning pg mdming pgsubok buhay nio..?! It jus means u'r a worthy person., God gv u d chanz 2 prove urself. So u betr show Him u worth ol d troubles.. Nako matakot kau qng wlang poblema buhy nio!

    Hmm.. ano pb.. 2 thos hu gave me gift 4 dis chrstmas & s mga ngplaplano p lng THANK YOU!!! Espexaly 2 my net frens! Cn't beliv i cud stl recv gifts thru ntrnet.. En sinz it's chrstmas, i wanna thank d folowing pipz:


  • Naynay & taytay: 4 olweiz bein der 4 us, 4 doin thngs 2 make us hapy, en I solmnly swear, if nobody's perfect, u'r the closest beings dat suit d word.
  • Ate April: 4 bein such a funny, kind & nice 2 get along sster. 4 bein my sort of confidant. Lucky me 2 hav u.
  • Ate Arriane: ur so moody. but wen ur nt out of urself, i promise ur such a great person. Ur so kind.
  • Tita Nimfa: u know ur my moder next 2 my naynay. En 4 ol d things dat u'v done, i'm more dan wiling 2b ur daughter 2 luk after u & tke cre of u wen u get old. U don't hav chldren of ur own but i'm wiling 2 fil in.
  • Camille: i'm so lucky 2 hav u as my besfren. U'r olweiz der by my side, if not, u'r just behind me. If u'r not behind me, ur just a half inch away. C? we'r so close.. hehe..
  • Rej & Jen & Novea: Nyaaa.. my fwens. Tnx 4 d lafters. With u guys, i figured out wat frenship rily means.
  • Classmates(III-1): I'm so lucky 2 b a part of this batch! Swear. We'r in a cream of d crop section but just lyk wat our techers hv told us, we'r diffrent from oders sec.1. We nver use r section 4 sumting 2 brag bout. I'm so tenkful.
  • Alfred A.: U'r my ever 1st broder in text. I'm sory if i hav made u so ira8ted & anoyd. Same goes 4me, sumtyms u wer getin in my nervs as wel. But i'll nver get tired of undrstndng ur prsonalty. Dat i asur u.
  • Eunice L.: We'r not rily dat close 2 get along with each oder evry once in a wyl, but i rely concder u as my younger sisy. ^_^
  • Cholo: Kuya cholo, 4 ol d advice en help, i tnk u. I owe sum of my desixons 2u. Wekek.. En 4 d load.. tnx so much.


    ---I wish u ol a happy christmas!!! Luv u ol so much!---
  • Sunday, October 09, 2005

    » Reservoir!!!

    Waaaaaa.... 2 tell u wat, i'v got a lot of tasks 2 do ryt now! But luk, i even get myself netsufring en blogging! Hekhek... pasaway eh nuh..?! But eniwei, i dont giv a damn.. As long as im hapi wit wat im doin, i won't stop even i'd b gray en old in front of dis stupid computer! Nyaha!! ^_^ But don't u worry coz i know my limitations. `Soon as i get thru w/ dis things, i'l resume doin my school's freakin stuffs!

    Goin back 2 d main topic, i hav a lot of things 2 do. In RESERVOIR, i nid 2 rewrite my written short story in a long band paper 2b compiled w/ my other clippings in my scrapbook. (Nga pla, Reservoir is my Journalism Subject. Dlawa ang journalism namin, "The Reservoir" *english* en "Ang Talisman" *tagalog*, w/c also serve as the title of our 2 School Newspapers.) I've also got 2 finish my 5 feature articles w/c i left undone last wik. Huh!! Feature...?! News-writing & cartooning are my fields en not feature! Huhu.. I find feature-writing so difficult coz i have 2 use a lot of adjectives! Moreover, ndi aq mgling gmamit ng mlalalim na salita! Ngex.. T_T how pathetic.. 4 watever it's worth, news-writing is much easier for my opinion. 2 giv u a brief description of wat a news-writin is, it's just organizing en compiling ol the details u got. C wat i mean?...

    Hmmm.. wat els do i hav 2 do..? Ah! I'v got 2b ready for the photo-session we will be doin 2moro 4 our PhotoJourn class! U see, i'm still talkin bout Reservoir hir. Waaaa... Hopefully, I'l be doin well en gud since photojourn is'nt my waterloo. Kahet nman gan2 q, mrunong dn nman aq humawak ng camera anuh!! Defensive..?! Hekhek.. ^_^ I'm lukin 4ward 2 dat. I hope i won't be messing up w/ other's cameras..*grin*. I nid 2 get done wit my poems as well. I shall pass the traditional en modern poems in tomorow's tym.. Huh!!! I'm so busy! I have realyzd dat thought just now.. huhu.. Dami palang gagawin q!!! I'm cravin 4 a place wherein i cn breathe en relax.. but when will dat b..?..

    I guess i hav 2 end dis up hir. Now u know, I'm so busy!! Hekhek.. d xe halata eh noh..?! But i don't mind at ol.. I know I can manage en i'l finish w/ flying colors!!!! Nyaha... Isipin q nlng isa itong pgsubok ng aking pgging HOKAGE.. Ai... nadulas aq..! ^_^ Seal ur lips ok..? Kip my precious secret en don't share it w/ oders... or else.. Im gona sue u, beter yet, curse u... JOKE! ^.^

    Saturday, October 08, 2005

    » HoRROr QuEen..?

    Hmm.. dapat e2ng entry nato eh pinost q last tuesday nyt.. eh kaso.. gabi na non..(anuh ba aiLs..?! Kya nga nyt eh..) Tambak pa mga asignments q.. But eniwei, dat won't make my entry anyless worthy tho i post it quite late olredy.

    Dis is ol about our english class. We had a story-telling dat day w/c was a lil bit close 2 dramatization. May narator en my mga umu-acting.. Tas walang voice ang performers.. Nyaha.. Galeng noh..? Prang tanga.. hekhek.. Phantomine ata un..(corect me if i got the speling wrong) En d title of our story was.. tantararan..taran.. *drumrolls* (dameng kaek-ekan eh nuh..) DOLL MASTER! En i was the one hu played the role of Mina (doll)! Waaaa... ung bida!!! Beter yet, ung killer doll! Haha! Nttawa tlg q! I was wearing a cream jumper *ung palda* en blouse. Nkalugay buhok q non. Dey sed it was perfect! No doubt i was playing Mina's role.. Why, it cud b seen! Mina is a monster en my clasm8s told me i luk exactly lyk her! D only difrence is dat she has a bangs w/c i do not have. Naman!! But tell u wat, i felt quite flatered! What els was I suposed 2 fil if dey seem unstoppable of giving me flateries! En d real Mina is so beautiful! Goin back, i played a very dificult role. Kylangan muka tlga qng doll! Pnkagus2 qng mga scenes dun ay ung pumpatay na aq! Ngex.. how weird can i get..?! Haha.. i slowly moved my hand on Shirley's face (my grupm8) den sudenly.. i rudely pulled it! Not mentioning.. my hand was full of ketchup! Uh yeh.. ketchup it was! I was standing still wyl i was doin d scene. Blank expresion was clearly written on my face.

    Nong tapos n ung group naming mg-perform, andaming bumati sakin! Aba, w/ feelings p un cla ha! En wit matching apir! Edi nkipag-apir aq! My ketchup prin s kamay q non kaya tawa q ng tawa xe nlagyan din cla! Nyaha! But after dat activity, many of my classmates started 2 b scared of me! Hekhek.. loko tlg..! i realizd, i cud managed to luk very scary if i only put my mind into it.. Kya q pala clang sindakin! Haha! Dey informed me dat der's sumtin in my eyes w/c cud caused dem 2 luk away wenever i giv them a long stare! huh! Ngek.. i hav a "soulful" eyes daw. Black n black en den nppligiran pa ng black na pilikmata. Hell.. bat b lagi nalang aqng nai-uugnay kina sadako at mina..?! Nyaha! Puro monster eh nuh..?

    Well.. dat's ol.. Nga pala, we also played sepak this last thursday 4 our practical in P.E. Kaazar nga eh..d aq marunong nun! i'm not even intersted 2 any sports except badminton! Hmmppp..en dat's my precious weaknes..! But eniwei, it doesn't make me fil so bad coz i perfectly kno dat we all hav our own imperfections...dont we..? It just so hapen i don't lyk sports 2 much. I prefer drawing, dancing, singing, writing, en net surfing! Dos are my thing! Grahaha... Gudnyt!!!

    Tuesday, October 04, 2005

    » QuEstiOns..

    Hmmm... Antgal q pLng nde nkpg-upd8 anuh!! Well.. sobrng busy s skul.. (uh yeah..? peo nkukuha pg mgintrnet!?) Hekhek.. Niweiz, anu nga b l8est saken ngaun..? E2... lgeng ngpupuyat! Libre xe intrnet evry peak hours eh.. Un 2Loy.

    Goin bak, ang title ne2ng l8est post q so far is "QUESTIONS". What the.. why on earth i hav such nonsense title..? First en foremost, nde nman xa nonsense eh.. Lots of questions kip on flowng in2 my mind evry now en den. Lyk.. wats d difrence betwin a girl who's pakipot en easy-2-get..? Baket my mga taong gus2 ang mga nkkabinging songs..? Bat my mga taong lgeng cnsbng dey don't know themselves enuf so we beter ask deir frens `bout dem..? En lastly, 22o bng evrythng happens 4 a rison..?

    Hmmm... I think being pakipot en easy-2-get symbolize intelligence in sum way. In close inspection, ung mga easy2get, dey beliv life is so short en they might as well enjoy it 2 d fullest.. enjoy evry minute of it. Well.. tama nman. Ung s pakipot, u know.. dey arn't contented enuf w/ the word 'i luv u'. Question is, "how much do u luv me..?" Ang ibng pgmmhal lumlpas ryt..? Iilan lng ang ngttgal, let's face it! So, if the guy have gone dat far 2 show her girl dat he luvs her, well, he probably b d one. Ang sbi ng iba, "Eh panu qng mhl tlga ng guy ung girl, pro ayw niang dumaan s mga pgsubok kya aun.. umayaw na.." For me, problema n un ng guy! Saka, it's not `bout bein tired after ol. Ngsswa cla..? Den dey must make a move. Sumtyms, s isng arw pde n niang mpkitng importnt ang girl db..? It doesn't takes time at ol.

    Why do sum people enjoy listening 2 loud music..? Well, etoh tngin q lng. Pwdng my problma cla. But dey don't wanna face it. Nbasa q, ang mga ganong tao my tntkasan. Ayw nlang mkrinig ng iba, so mlkas ang volum ng music. It's lyk.. dey don't wana b reminded of ordeals or trial w/c arn't beter left unsolved. Ewan q ba! Pwde ring gus2 lng tlg nla.. dunno..

    Y do sum pipol used 2 say deir frens kno dem better..? My opinion is..dey kno demselves enuf but dey are just afraid or whatever, 2 admit it. For example, der was a guy who's quite boastful. Pro ngbubulag-blagan xa. D nya mtnggp n gnon xa. So wen sumbody ask `bout him, only his frens will say dat quality. So pipol tot his frens knew beter. But.. hello..?! Alam niang gnon xa! Dip insyd him, he knw himself dan any1 els.. Dat's wat i beliv. We know ourselves better. Aparently.. we'r jus d 1 hu's fooling ourselvs.

    Does evrytin happens 4 a rison..? If dis is true.. lahat b ng glaw ntin eh parang.. nakatala ng mngyari..? I dun think so.. in a way, it's stil in our hands on how we wil make our lives worthy enuf. Let say,my mga taong ngdurusa s mga nging aswa nla. Un n b tlga ang khhinatnan ng buhay nla..? Db we'll say, if she only managed 2 choose or luk 4 a gud husband, dat won't happen. See..? Nsa kamay nia un. But sinz I beliv God has d power, kaya nyang i-manipulate un or watever. Pro i thnk, nde s lhat ng bgy. Tau ang ggawa ng mga bgay en God will just giv us wat is d best en wat we deserv..

    LONG entRy noh!! hehe..

    Wednesday, June 29, 2005

    » LUPET!! ngaun lng aq ng-up8!!!

    Ui senxa n senyong lahat! Ngaun lng aq nkpg-upd8! Inaamag 2loy 2ng blog q!!! Bwahaha... xe naman eh, ung PC nmin ngka-virus!!! Nde aq mkpg-internet!! Den busy p q sa skul!! Aun... SAKLAP nga EH... Sobrng panonorture n un!!! Aq pang adik s net nde mkpg-inertnet...?!! Ai naku... s text 2loy aq na-adik!! Eniweiz... Text me n lng mga fwenz.. Tpos bgyan nyo q load ska quotes!! Haha... so much 4 d demand n ba..?! Hehe... geh, till hir n lng...

    Wednesday, February 09, 2005

    » PraktiS! Lagi na Lang!

    Grabe! lgi n lng kmi my praktis, so far ndi p nman ako nasisiraan ng bait pro nraramdaman ko mlapit na! ehehe....jukz... 2 plays, project s values, bstah mdmi pah eh! Kaloka! Ryt now I am at an internet cafe, d kc ko mkpginternet sa hauz! D usual! It's uberly slow! Indeed! grrrrr..... nssyang lng internet card ko! waaaa....cge magfrefriendster p ko...byez...

    Sunday, January 30, 2005

    » BADTRIP!

    Grabeh....rily not on d mud ryt now! Post ko n lng pic ko, la ko masabeh! Azar...



    BADTRIP tlg! Knina p ko naiinis..lang kwenta...

    Friday, January 28, 2005

    » NagLaYas na CP!!!

    Anyahaha! Jukz... ndi nman nglayas ang CP ko! nwawala sya!!!!!!!! MISSING! Huhuhu... annoying... how stupid of me... 2 be honest wit u... iv alredy lost 2 cellphones!!!! Waaaaaaa..... the first tym was happend las yir, 3310 CP ko nun. Ac2aly ung 3310 bili nmin dun hlos 8,000 kc grade 5 p lng ako nung bnili un kaya mahal pa. Tpos un nga, nwala ko nung 1st yir hy n ko. Ung second, nitong last wik lang nwala, bnili nung pgkawala nung 1st CP ko, 2100 un en it was prized 7,950 way back den. Ngarag ako wen i got home from skul, en I quess dats d rison y indi ko nmalayang dumulas na pla s bulsa ng uniform ko ung CP! Waaaa... haaayy....gud ting ndi sya de-camera.. kundi.. nako... sobrang panghihinyang un!

    Saturday, January 22, 2005

    » Danz & daNz TiL u diE..

    Long entry pero worthy nman cgurong basahin! 0_o (wish ko lng..)

    Anyaha! Ang cute ng title noh?? Well, ryt now I am sick... *en wat els dyu expect? lgi nman eh!* at dhil itoh sa cultural dance n yan! Nsbi ko n ung 2ngkol sa sayaw on my previous blog entry entitled "BuSy" ryt? Yan 2loy... hu hu hu... cud it be bcoz of 'over fatigue'? Ahehehe.... gan2 kc yan...

    Me and my groupmates began practicing our indonesian dance on friday, Jan. 14.
    En kno wat? First day of practice eh hlos bumigay n kmi! Pnu b nman walang phinga? Oo na, cge nah, I admit, each of us wer given enaf time 2 rest naman pero...w8..did I say "ENAF"? Absolutly wrong! Oftentyms, as we arrived at our dance instructor's haus, sumsayaw n agad kmi! En during our merienda time, after sum spoonful of fud en a few drops of water, go back to work nah! Naman! I sed 2 myself once, "di kaya magka-appendicitis kmi n2?" Aheheh... naiinis lng ako kc dibah...d pa yta dumadaan sa esophagus nmin ung pagkain!! En take note, our indonesian dance was mor on "KEMBOT" or "KENDENG" thingy... kya torture ang tiyan nmin! Anyahaha!

    Jan. 18, ayan na...contest nah! I wasn't really on d mud dat tym, kase ampanget ng costume nmin! Nah... not rily ugly at ol.. it's just dat...i dun lyk it! It was quite revealling...grrr... coz unlyk oder girls nowadays, I'm not in used of wearing too posh and girly dresses. Anyhow, wala rin akong ngawa kundi mgsuot ng costume. And gud thing we won!!!! Woohhoo! 4 groups kming nnalo, en lalaban sa Jan. 20 sa ibng section. Ansya ko pa coz my classmates told me I'm really gud at dancing! Galing raw kumembot at ang sexy ko raw tlga...*nakz..* Kso...ung pagkapanalo nmin means, magprapraktis n nman kmi! Waaaa.....hirap...
    Den, it was wednesday evning, en I was preparing for d finals next morning, nung bglang ngsuka ako. Mga 10pm un...tpos mga 12 midnyt sumuka ulit ako..mga 2-3 ng mdaling araw ulit...ive olredy thrown up evrything insyd me...latang lata na nga ako eh. Dats y, ng-absent n rin ako..so...d ako nksma sa pnka-contest (pro may grade na ako sa MAPEH). Ntatawa nga ako wen Camille called me up nung gabi en told me, "Aileen ntalo tau ng sec.2, syang walang gling sa sec1, pro aus lng, andami ngang nlungkot kung bkit ka pa raw nag-kasakit, kung sana raw pumasok ka baka nanalo tayo.." Waaa...sana nga....

    En so far...I feel better, but dis morning ngka-LBM nman ako. Ngekz... my mother sed maybe nsobrahan ako ng gutom, pro dhil s pagod, ndi ko n naramdaman ung pagkalam ng sikmura ko....dats y ryt now I am praying sna wag nman ako mgka-ulcer...sna kaw din mag-pray!

    Wednesday, January 12, 2005

    » NeW LayEe!!!

    Anyahaha! notice nyo bah! New layout ko! Ahehe..i just got bored yesterday dats y i had fun browsing sum sites.. den i saw this layout!!! I immediately download dis 1...kya etoh..bago n sya!!

    Post ko ung favorit kong song nowadays! Ung kanta pg in-aadvertys ung COKE? rmmber dat song? Beautiful isn't it? Anyhow, dis is d lyrics of dat song..


    Sana'y masabi

    Sa awit kong ito

    Lahat ng ninanais

    Nitong puso ko

    Sana, saan man

    Patungo sa buhay

    May pag-ibig may pag-asa

    May saya at saysay

    Sana, sa bawat

    Sandali'y matikman pa

    Sarap ng pagsasama

    At simpleng ligaya

    Tara na, sakyan lang

    Malay mo..

    Andyan lang, andyan lang

    Ang hinahanap mo..

    Tuesday, January 11, 2005

    » BewaRe of MeniNgo...

    Waaaaaaaaaaaaa.....mga pre! I realy feel uneasy! Oh well....It's just becoz of dis certain "Meningococcimia" <---correct me if i got d speling wrong coz I'm not hundred percent sure of this word..bastah..Kwento ko s inyo. My ate April has dis clasm8 named edrelin. Wen i got home dis morning, my mother told me dat dis girl was seen in her classrum na may mga pantal! en prang nghhina! U kno...I guess she was realy pale dat tym for she was in a great nid of sum various medicines. So her classmates hav decided 2 bring her 2 d clinic. My mother also told me, dat maybe at this tym, ate Eds was still on an observtion. Waaaa...horrfying cud it get! Pnu n yan??? Bka nga meningo un??? Wag namn sna... So far i haven't seen any symptoms from my ate April yet. Hehe....we can't tel aiyt?? Malay ba ntin....pray n lang tau...

    Friday, January 07, 2005

    » BusY

    Waaaahh....sbi nah eh! Busy n nman ngaung pasukan eh! Lgi n lng mdming assignments! Projects lang katapusan! Amf...so anoying! We hav a cultural dance for our MAPEH, pictorials from sum stories for our english subject..play for social...dami pa eh! Azar! Grrr....rily getting into my nerves! I wana go sumwer els wer I can hav a vacation w/o dos stupid skul activies! Tomoro is saturday en I'm supposed to hav a break!!! I wana hav sum rest days for dis cuming weekends wherein I do hav nothin 2 worry bout! Arg...dapat phinga ko!!! Howver, my groupmates en I will hav our pictorial 2moro at "Ina ng Buhay", Paula's haus en Angelica's haus. Me en Jen wer insructed 2 go der at 7-8 am, wyl d oders wer told 2 go at Ange's haus at 8-9. Dbah kaazar? I tot 8 hours pataas n ang tulog ko kc nga wlang psok..en yet...naman! Azar tlg!!! D 2loy ako mkpgsaya!!! *angry*

    Monday, January 03, 2005

    » HAPPY BDAY!!!

    API BERTDEY MYSELP!!!


    Anyhahaha! Yep, itz mah birthday 2day! En I'm olredy 14 yirs old! If yesterday I was so problematic bout dos "BLOWOUT" en "CLASSES" thingy... ryt now I feel refresh! Syempre ndi ako malas ngaung araw na toh! Not dat unfortun8 I guess! Coz I received a lot of gifts from my clasm8s! Waaahhh... I didn't expect dey wud do such thing! Mga kurips un eh..anyahaha! Wat made dis day mor wonderful was dat almoz ol d pipol i knw greeted me! Maybe u don't need mucha effort to greet sumbody anyway..ryt?! But hell, I was really happy! I rily appreciate dos greetings dey gave me! Tpos ndi pah pla ngpunta ung 3 teachers nmin! W/c made dis day 'complete'!!! I wud realy make a big fuss out such matter! Coz i really loathe skul, i told u! (waaaa...ndi nmn ako nssuklam, asr lng s pgka-presure..) Kaya un, we wer free to do anything we want kc dbah, vacant tym un!!! Yeehheeyy... Den wen I got home olredy, ate Diane (kaibgan n ate ariane) gave me a choco roll cake!!! Ang sya nman! But if u'r thnking em happy bcoz of dat cake, u'r definitely wrong! Sobrang nkkatuwa at mski kybgan ng kpatid ko eh naalala akoh!! *teary-eyed*..

    Haaaaaaaayyy....tnadah ko nah..wuhhuhhu...gus2 ko prin ang pgging "KID"..

    Sunday, January 02, 2005

    » BDAY girl!!!!!!!!!

    Waaaaaaahhh....isa n akong bday girl bukas! Yap, its my birthday!!! En I'm not hapi bout it! Okay, so let's say I'm going 2 clebrate d date of my birth, fine! Dats no doubt fun! Indeed! But wenever I'd be reminded of d class, w/c i'd be going 2moro, ol of a suden I'd turn as angry as I cud or got irrtated! Amf...asar tlg! It's very annoying! I want 2 had fun net surfing wyl it's mah bday! I dun want to get pressured agen w/ dos endless projects en tons of homworks! Dey rily getting nto mah nervs! Waaaa....kainis tlgang pasok n yan oh! Sbeh ng mga kapamilya ko hir sa 22o raw ang christmas holliday is up 2 jan 6..or 7 I guess. Den how was it dt we'll be going 2 start r classes 2moro? Jan 7 classes turned 2 Jan.3...oh wata big difrence! Rily anoooooying! I loathe school, dats d truth! Maybe I'm on d star section en I always got honors as wel as I'm always der on d list of dos top pupils.. but I'm not hapi w/ it! Em not enjyng been der!!!! Nko...malas n bday na to oh! Ntaon png may psok.. tsk..tsk..

    » INUMAGa akoh!!!

    Waaaaaaaaaahhh! grabeh!! is it true??? inabot ako ng 1:30 am d2 s PC!!! Nko....dis's d 1st tym n inabot ako ng gan2ng oras! D fact n ako n lng ntitirang gising d2 s bahay, eh d prin ako natulog!! Amf... pasway nko! anyahah! Bka isa yan s mga na22han ko s prenster! Ahaha! Uu, I learn a lot of things der..mor on kabalastugn en kalokohan! Anyahah! Kaya nga pla me OL ryt now though it's realy late na is dat syang ung librng oras! db??? Libre kc nternet card ko ngaun, free access 'ka nga! En as long as wla nmng ngglit d2 s haus at gsing p ko at dis tym eh d..pagpatuloy ang pgiintrnet! wahaha! Adik n tlg koh! Ahaha....i kno it's bad pro papakasya n ko noh! Pno b nman psukan nah s jan3! BIRTHDAY ko pa ha! asar! Wat wud i going 2 do if my classm8s wud ask 4 sum "blowout"??? waaahh! Dun hav naf money noh! Ai nko..bhala cla jan! Mnigas cla! Ahaha!

    Cge nah at mgtu-2 am nah. Sleep nko mga bata!

    Thursday, December 30, 2004

    » PicTuRes!!!

    Nsa mud poh ako mgpost ng mga pic ngaun!!! haha! eto..




    aba poist!
    Ate April ko! Ahaha! pakyut! bwehehe..



    pakyut!
    Kami ng mga frens ko! (left-right-down, pau; rej; me; camille)



    kami ng besfren ko!
    Me and my girl besfren Camille

    sa loob ng bus nung field trip
    Kami ulit, insyd d fildtrip bus



    mahangin sa labas!! waaahh!
    Sowi, mahangin sa labas! anyaha! sa lake yan sa mt. makiling..nung fildtrip din. (left-right-down, camille; me; jen; rej; pau)






    cge byezzz!! me ggwin p ako!

    Saturday, December 25, 2004

    » ChrisTmas? 0_o

    Mejo msya nman ang christmas ko (oh well..) Andami ngang ngtext skin eh. Saying "Merry Christmas!", "Oh, ztah ang pasko moh?"..but unfortunately, i can't greet dem back coz I'm running out of load! Naman! Azaaar... Nga pla, bat kaya ndi ako na-greet ni Camille? Abah, ang dming lod nun ah. Hmm... Ung isa ko namng besfren 2mwag naman. Haaay....I've never seen him so weird since we wer young.. pero ngaun.. Is der sumthing bothering him? Den y can't he tell me? Kc prang my gusto syang sbhin, tpos bgla syang hhinto. Kelvin was acting very strange...Ahuhm.. D nga kmi ngsslita over d fon knina eh. Ewan ko bah! I wanted to ask him y ol of a sudden he became..diffrent? I mean, he was not d jolly type of person i knw b4.. I used to defyn him as a talkative, energetic and bubbly Kelvin hu wud usualy tok 2 me as if it's d end of d world! Alm m un, mejo madaldal! He won't allow u to get bored wyl u'r wid his company. Un nga, i wanted 2 ask him but I rather not. Hehe...hiya ako eh. D nga sya ntuloy magcelebrate ng pasko d2 eh. Duno y. Good thing I'd been able to enjoy dis day considering all dos trivia, my guy besfren brought me, dat stil clutterd my mind...



    Let's proceed to d main topic. Ngsimba kmi las nyt. Shemperds christmas kaya dpat gnda ng attire! Anyahaha! Naglugay dn ako pra kunyari my "SADAKO in the CHURCH" na! Wahaha.. Luckily, my father arrived early from his job so he used d car 2 take us 2 d St. Agnes Church. Pgdting nmen, waaahh! Daming tao ah! Eh di bumba n kmi ng van. Abah nga nman! Tinginan cla smen nina Ate Pril and Ate Arriane! Eh di humaba lalo ang hair koh. Ahehe... Shemperds nrrinig ko ganda raw namen, nakanakz! (weeehh..) 0_o Den 1 of our neighbors namely Israel, hu also went der 4 d mass, ran towards us as we enterd d church. Tingin sya ng tngin pero d ko sya tntgnan. Azar kc ko dun. Den he told me, "Ang taray ntin ngaun ah, dapat pla ng white n rin ako." D guts! Ng-asr bah?



    Sa 2nd floor n kmi ng smbahan npunta, sa likod kmi ng choir. Nttwa nga ako ky ate April eh! Coz she got mesmerized by dis handsum guy hu was also seated in front w/ d choir. He's rily good as far as singing is concern..no joking! He was amazingly good! Aun pla kasma sya s choir! Lalo 2loy na-inluv ang aking sistah! Anyahaha! Naman! Bgo mgupisa ung misa, sb ni father batiin dw muna ung mga ktbi ng "MERRY CHRISTMAS". Gulat ako kc bglang bumati ung mga grupo ng lalaking katbi nmin saming dlwa ni ate Pril! Kakatkot! Mukha clang mga adik..(sorry ha! Pro gnun tlg eh!) Dey wer wearing hip-hop clothes w/ lots of earing on deir faces and ears! Waaah! And wyl d choir wer singing "LUWALHATI", dos hip-hop boys wer shouting d song! D heck..plano yata nlang manggulo! Nko.. D crowd wer starting 2 notice d comotion, and ol of dem gave dos boys a warning look, saying "PLEASE DON'T MAKE A SCENE HERE!". Kuya gwapo (crush ni Ate) was also got distracted by dis young hip-hop men...at galit sya! Nanlilisik kc ung mata eh. Hehe.. Gud thing nag-behave nman cla.

    Tuesday, December 21, 2004

    » NpkahaBang aRaw eToh..

    Wohoo! Atlast nkpagscan n ko! Yehey! ^.^ At mejo colorful rin ang arw ko ngaun mga pre! It's our christmas party kc! And i rily had fun! Kno wat? ung nabunot ko pra s exchange gift was ac2aly d 1 hu also got my name! Coincidence aiyt? Ahaha! Shemperds d happiest momnt was, nung bbuksan ko n ung gift ko from her! Ac2ualy, my first reaction wasn't dat gud. It was a wallet kc.. en I was expecting 4 an internet card or sumthing els w/c i cud use 4 my PC. U know...dos kind of stuff! Pro after sum seconds, natuwa nman ako ng sobra! Coz I'm also wishing 4 a new wallet! (mlki kc ung dti kong wallet) Hehe.. en wen i opened it, d wallet i mean, i really got shocked coz ders an intrnet card insyd! Naman! Timang tlg ko, dko mn lang bnuksan kgad! Anyaha!



    Mas lalong nging kumpleto ung day ko becoz after d party, my frens and I went to Tronix dun s Novamol. At mukhang bati n rin cna Pau at Rej! Hehe! As we entered d mol, i felt... sumthing na..prang my mngyayari? And i didn't get wrong! Una, Camille sed she knew wer d Tronix was. So we followed her! Nung aakyat n kmi s escalator, sb ni Camille mali raw pla! Eh nktapak n kaya ung isang paa ko s escalator! Epalogs naman oh..hinila n lng ako nina Rej and Pau pra hndi ako tngayin paitaas! Haha! Mejo nainis ako ky Milly, pro d ko nman mgwang mglit! Kaya pra akong loka lokang tawa ng twa s srili kong khhiyan, natawa n rin ung iba.



    Den nndun n kmi s tronix pra mgpapicture. Wyl waiting for d lady pra twagin n kmi, naupo kmi ni Camille sa isang bench near d tronix entrance. Suddenly my pants caught my attention..It has lots of dirt ol over d white part! Naman! Puting puti kaya ung suot kong pants nun! Tpos nkita ko n shoes pla ni Camille ung nkdikit dun! grr.. ang careless tlga n2ng babaeng toh! Anyahah! Twa nga rn ng twa cna Pau kc daw napakadisgrasyada tlg ni Camille! And dat's tru..



    Nung tpos n kming mgpapictur, 10 mins p daw bgo nmin mkuha ung mga pics. So ngikot-ikot muna kmi sa loob ng mall. Wen we'r bout to go 2 da 3rd floor, Rej told us we beter use d stairs kesa s escalator! Bka raw kc mkaskit n nman si Milly! Anyaha! Aus na sana eh.. kso d most painful part of it, nun pa ako ms lalong muntik n madisgrasya! Panu b nman ntpakan ni Camille ung sandals koh! So anytym dat momnt eh pwede n akng mhulog! Naman oh.. Luckily, nkhwak agd ako dun sa hwakan sa gilid b4 i fell off. Dun medyo ngtaray nko...it was a vry serious matter na, wasn't it? Pero mya mya tawa n nman ako ng twa! Hayy..ewan ko bah!



    Nagvideoke pa nga kmi eh. And dun kmi ngwala! Wen Rej, Pau and I wer d singers, we got d score of 97! Yehey! Kso, nung lgi ng ng-aagaw ng mike c Camil, our scor turned down to 78! Anyahaha! Medyo bsag kc at nanginging ung voice nun.. Den bmlik na kmi sa Tronix, at nkuha n nmin ung pics!



    Mga 2:30 nung humiwalay n kmi ni Camille, magiintrnet cafe pa kc kmi. We'v both decided na sa Othari dotCom n lng. Gulat ako kc pgpsok nmin, nkita ko cna Kuya Rebb and company! Waah... C kuya Rebb kc ung nanliligaw s ate Pril ko! Iv got mor nervous wen I realized na lhat ng nsa loob wer from d same skul w/c I'm currntly studying(NHS)! And most of dem wer my Ate April's clasm8s(IV-Molave)! Anu ba nman yan! Edi yun npansin nila kmi..aioko p nmn ng nppnsin. Pro tumuloy n rin kmi n Camil, d n pdeng mg-back out!



    Malas lng d kmi mgkatbi n Camil. Pro sya tlga ang minalas! Coz it was Kuya Jameson hu was seating on her right side, Kuya Nick on d left side w/c was Kuya Rebb's seatmate! Nko, nppaligiran sya! Ahaha! Ako nman, my seatmates weren't dat familiar so medyo nkahinga ako ng mluwag. Camil? she ws very conscious! Lalo pa't ang ingay nilang lhat! Alm m un.. nasa hrap n cla ng PC eh kausap p nila ung mga nsa kbilang row? And dey wer toking so loud! Lyk, "Hoy lumbas ka n jan!", "Isang bala ka lang!"....I'm not so sure, but i think dey wer playing ragna or watsoever game w/c children nowadays got addicted to. Gusto ko n ngang sbhhng, "Ei, pls b discreet naman!" Kso nkkhiya. Nao-OP n nga kmi eh! And I'm getting a lil bit distracted na! Pro happy nman cla, and msya rn nman ako dis day so okay lng.



    But i got frozen 4 a while wen i heard dey mentioned dis words..APRIL , AIPLES, PHOENIX. Waaa...name ng ate ko un and d oder 1 was my username! And y does it seems lyk dey wer saying dos words aloud on PURPOSE? Napaparinig bah cla? Ewan ko bah. Bstah alm ko nadidistract n tlg ko s pg-iintrnet nun. Nttwa nga ko ky Camil, kc ng-uusp kmi s YM, en she told me d guy beside her on her left side was looking at her monitor! Npka-TSISMOSO raw ni Kuya Nick! Anyhaha! He's watching r converstion kc! Naman! Nung time n nmin, ngpascan n kmi! Yehheyy! Dmi ngyri noh?

    » DiLeMma

    Haaayy.....em lil bit sad ngaun mga pre!!! T_T Daming problem!!!! Ung isa..dun sa adviser nmn, and d oder 1 was bout my frens..



    Ung sa advser muna, nagkaproblema kc ung klase nmin (II-Rizal) w/ our adviser. Nag-umpisa un bago mg teachers day. Gulat kmi kc pgpsok ni ma'am sa rum prng bad trip sya. Tpos pngalitan kmi..kc ung mga projects nmin sa ibng subject eh naka-ipon dun sa bndang likod ng clasrum. Den inaus nya yun.. she was also d 1 hu sweepd and cleaned d rum. Nung my ttayo kong mga klasm8 na ngvovolunteer 2 help her, sbi nya wag raw. Kung d pa sya ung 1st na kikilos d pa raw kmi gglaw.. Shemperds my klsm8s wer rily frightened, and hav decided 2 stay on deir seat na lng. Malking sampal smin un!!!! Kmi, II-Rizal, ang itinuturing na cream of d crop, star and highest section, ngwang mapglinis ung guro nla? Shame on us! Thimik tlga kaming lhat... Prang hndi n nga humhinga hbang ngliligpit c mam dun. It was only our class prsident hu had d courage to stand up and help r teacher. Alm ko my cnbi s mam ky erlisar(president)..nag teary-eyed nga si erlisar nun..but i didn't hear it ryt.. Den nagtwag si ma'm dun s section 2(II-Bonifacio) ng mga students. Tpos dun sya ngpatulong magligpit ng mga gamit.. Mejo nhhiya p nga ung mga sec.2 na pumsok s rum. But ma'am told dem na wala namang tao dun s rum.. Ouch!!! Nakakahiya yun! Gets mo ba? Na ibg sbhn IRESPONSABLE kming mga II-1, and prang we r nothing compare to II-2..



    Dumting ung teachers day(na publish ko na sa mga previous blog ko). Lhat ng teachers na-greet n nmin and ngawan n nmn ng mga hinanda nming "party/celbration" except r advser... Ayw nyang pmunta s classrum, glit sya smin... Nung uwian na, d whole class went to d math center.. Hinintay nmin dun c ma'am.. Nung dumting n sya, sbay sbay nmin syang gri-neet ng "HAPPY TEACHERS DAY." Btsah alm ko prang d nya lng kmi pnansin nun. Pro kht nkkhiya, oks lng kc its r fault nmn kaya sya ngglit. Un ung ngyri nun...and until now,hindi nya p rin kmi kinkibo... We wondered y did she have to make a big fuss out of it? Okay, sbhn n nting ngkmli kmi dun s hndi kagad pgliligpit ng mga projects dun s rum, pero, bkit sobra nmn yta ung glit nya smin?.....



    Den knina nga, cnbi smin ng iba nming klasm8 n nka-usp ni ma'am...na sbi ng adviser nmn, "Subject teacher nyo lng ako and I'm not ur advicer." Nung ini-invyt nman nmin syang pumntang christmas party 2moro, sb lng dw nya, "Ppunta ako ndi pra mki-party, kundi dhil tungkuling ko lng." We realized n my sama tlg ng loob c ma'am smin, not because of da KALAT incident but becoz of sum oder reasons... Alam n nmin ung REASON n un...pro i dun lyk 2 publish it..sowi! Umiyak nga ung presdent nmin and naluluha n rin ung iba..tlgang mkkita mng concern cla s mga ngyyari. T_T Sana mgkabati n kming lahat..



    Ung sa frens nman..5 kc kming magkakaibgan. Rej, Camil, Pau, Jen and I. Ang pnka my problema r Rej and Pau. C Paula, pinipilit nyang mg open ng problem c regina. And gustoh niya ng kumlas sa grupo...(bwal sbhn ung dhlan kc persnal un) Si Regina nman, nung tym n un, wala nmn tlga syang problem so naiinis sya ky Pau. Bkit ba pniplit raw sya n Pau eh wala nmn tlg? From wat i hav observed nman...c Pau, gmgwa ng paraan pra mglit s knya c Regina, so she has enaf reasons na kumlas s grupo kc nga my hndi na pagkakaunawaan. Ndamay p nga run ung mama n Rej. Pau told us kc na tumtwag raw s knya ung mom n Rej and glit. Gusto daw nun na lubayan n ni Paula si Rgina.



    Naawa ako kay Regina kc iyak sya ng iyak lgi, she's really hurt...Not only her pride but she's also hurt emotionally. Becoz Pau wud often say sum tongue lashing and word beatings to her. I kno Pau, and she never had such attitude. And how was it na tumtwag raw ung mama ni Regina kay Paula eh wala n yoon ng CP and wala clang phone s haus? Besides, Rgina know her mom mor dan anything els. And ang mama nya is prangka! Kpag my reklamo man itoh o anoh, she wud confront and tel her daughter about it.



    Sa 22o ngdududa ako ky Pau, (sowi) Mdmi kong nppnsin n cnsbi nya n hndi nman totoo.. And d rison y wud she make such story remains 2 b questionable.. Knina rin ng- iyakan clang dlawa...kasma pla c Marcelino, isa p nming klasm8 na medyo na-iinvolve sa mga ngyyri.. Pti 2loy ung president nmin and oder klasm8's eh nagbbgay n rin ng advice. Naman! Aus ah...ung problma smin alm ng buong clasrum.. It was a wonder how I'd been able to concentrate on our lessons, considering ol these problems dat still clutterd my mind. Bhala nah... I wish maaus n lhat ng toh..

    Monday, December 20, 2004

    » SiMbaNg gaBi craZineSseZ

    Nagsmbang gbi kmi ulet kgabi!!! Ehehe....ung letter I stands for 'INTEGRITY' nga pla.. Kung anu-ano pa tuloy ung hula nmn ni ate April! Sbi nmin, indescribable, initiative, inspiration...etc..! D usual patawa n nman c father marlowe! Anyahaha!! Ang sbi nya,



    "Hindi na raw magkaka-anak sina Abraham at Elizabeth..dahil baog ang babae...."



    Ayan n nman, people were so damn serious and curious at the same time, thinking na..pano nga ba nagka-anak ang mag-asawang yun? How was it? Eh di sbi n father...



    "Ang sbi ng Diyos sa knila...'Dahil tumatanda na rin kayo, kailangan niyong gumamit ng viagra'.."



    ANYAHAHA!!! Naman!! As far as sense of humor is concern, d papatlo si father! Loko loko talaga sya!! Dko makaya! Hehe... Na-involve 2loy ang inosente at walang kaalam-alam na viagra! Lolz.... ahaha!!! Tlga nga nman.. Yan 2loy, tawa n nman kmi ng tawa ni mama and ate April (wala kc c ate Arriane, nagpaiwan) Kung anu-ano kc pnpansin nmin nung d pa nguumisa ung mass. Kunyari, dun pa lang pag-upo nming tatlo. Nsa gitna ako, sa kbila si Ate Pril and mama. Sbi ni Ate April,

    "Anu ba yan! Wala kang kwentang sandalan! Gewang ka ng gewang!"

    "Edi umalis ka!" sabi ko.

    "Mama jan ako" sbi ni ate.

    "Wee...ayoko nga! jan ka n lng, ayokong my ibng kahawak sa amanamin!" ako ult.

    "Ayoko dito! Lilipat ako dyan sa tbi ni mama" sb n ate.

    Edi un ngplit ng position, s mama n lng ung lumipat. Ako, si mama, at si Ate. D cla maka-upo kc aykong umurong. Anyahaha.

    "Uy, umusug ka nga!" si mama.

    "ha? Eh dumikit n yta ung pwet ko s upuan! Nko.." ako ult.

    "Anu ba yan." si Ate April (pero tumtwa, praning noh?")

    "Umupo nga kayo, ang pngit, kitang kita kayo." sb ko.

    "Nkakahiya...dko kau kilala! Haha!" dagdag ko pa.



    Eh di un, blik s dting position. Oh db, ang gling ko. Tpos mdmi p kming pngtwanan n ate kgbi but i hardly remmber sum of dos incidents.. Naalala ko lng ung bglang naglakad si father simula sa altar palabas, bliktad dbah? Dpat cmula muna sa labas, ska sya ppuntang gitna! Twa kmi ng twa ng ate! Sbi nmin,
    "O? san ngmula yun si father? Kung san san sumusulpot!" sbi ni Ate.

    "Nko...bka gling sya sa UFO dun sa taas (may hugis UFO kc sa kisame)" sb ko.

    "Oo nga! Tpos ng-invisible mode sya para hndi ntin sya mkita!" sbi ni Ate.

    Tpos tawa n nman kmi! Haha! Prang sira! Naman! Hehe... Pti nga ung mga batangngttakbuhan npansin din nmin.

    "Oh ang mga bata! my hide out cla run!" ako ulit.

    "Uu nga anuh.." sbi nmn ni Ate.

    Tpos bglang ngtakbuhan pbalik ung mga bata.

    "Anung kguluhan itoh? Anung nkita nila dun?" sbi ko(kunyari msyadong concern s mga ngyyri)

    "Nkakita cla ng ng multo!" si Ate nman.

    "Nko...cla ba ang younger version ng spirits?" ako ulit.

    Nagblikan ang mga bata.

    "Tama...tpos tinitngnan nla kung nmmlikmata lng cla s nkita nla, kaya cla bumlik!" si Ate.

    Tpos nun tawa n nmn kmi ng tawa! Mukhang d nkktawa noh? Pro I assure you....if only ders a chance na ud be der w/ us dat tym eh..mababaliw ka rin! Anyahaha! Pro nung ngstart na ung misa behev namn kmi.....ashush...wehehe. Ai!! meon pa palang isa! (hirit pa eh noh!?) Nung susubo na nung oscha. Edi yun pila kagad kming tatlo. Sb ko,

    "O wag taung bibitaw! Bka mawala tau!"

    "C ate Arriane nwawala! Kulang tau!" si Ate April.

    "Uu nga!" ako ult.

    Ac2aly, dat tym i tot she's rily missing..thinking she myt b sumwer w/c was far from us. It took me mga...ilng seconds b4 i realize na nasa haus nga pla c ate Arriane! Naman! Ulianin n tlg ko! D oder one n pngttwanan nmn is ung nagmamanage ng lyrics ng mga songs. Alam nyo yun? Ung ngaandar ng lyrics na tinatpat sa liwnag para mkita ng crowd? Bstah un! Twa tlg kmi kc inaandar-andar pa nya ung lyrics eh iba nman ung song na knkanta ng choir! Inaan2k n tlga sya! Haha! Anyways...d nmn nmn sya msisisi kc kht kmi inaan2k n rin...hehe...cge d2 n lng.


    Sunday, December 19, 2004

    » TuLo LawaY

    Ahaha!!! Sabado na!!! Wehehe....may fruits basket na maya-mya lang! Nga pla... ngsimbng gabi kmi khapon. And ang saya! C father marlowe kc loko loko tlga...hehe.. Etoh kc sb nya oh...



    "At habang natutulog si Joseph..."



    eh di yan...nakatanga n ung mga tao dhil hnhntay n kung ano ba ung ngyari....bgla b nmang snabi,



    "Tumulo ang laway nitoh.."



    Ahaha!!!! The whole crowd can't help but laugh hard!!! Naman!!! At pti pla mga fathers na-prapraning nah! Hehe...ganda nga ng topic las nyt eh. It was ol bout RESPECT. Yan ung ibg sbhin ng R sa christmas. Ung C, charity...and ung H, hope. Ung letter "i" dti alm ko yan eh. Pro ngaun nkalimutan ko nah..Its 4 me to find out on next mass...BWAHAHA! Nkakatkot nga ung mga lalaking nsa harapan nmn naka-upo eh. Kc tngin ng tngin. Kala nila d ko cla nhahalata ah! Pag nhuhuli ko nga sinsimangutan ko eh, pno ba nman d nko maka-relate s sinsbi ni father. Knowing that someone's staring at you, nko...mako-conscious ka tlga! Tpos ung mga naka-upo naman sa likuran nmin, lgi kong NAKAKAUNTUGAN!!! Anyahaha!!! Naman!! Shakeht nmun ha! The first one was nung paupo na ako sa upuan, eh mejo nakayuko pa pala sya, aun! Nagkauntugan kme! Ahaha! Nilingon ko tpos nginitian ko n lng. Ung pangalawa nmn, wen i was about 2 stand up na, nkatuwad sya ng konti kc paupo yta sya nun. Aun, nag-collide na nman ang amng mga ulo! Grrr...abah.... at ang wi-weird naman yta ng mga seatmates nmin ha! Anyahaha! Cge, mamaya a-update ulit me...

    Saturday, December 18, 2004

    » HiganTenG paRoL

    Eow!!! Medjo tgl ko n ring d nkpag-update noh??? Well, nung monday, buong araw me wala sa bahay.....kc dbah uwian nmin mga 12 or 1 pm, eh ggwa p kmi ng parol para s contest sa wednesday! Dats d reason y...around 6 or 7 na me naka-uwi. Kakatkot pa nmn mg-comute kc nga mdilim nah. Kaya i pray na lng. Ginabi kc me..panu ba nman ang laki laking parol na gngwa nmin anuh!! Anyahahaha!!! Kasinlaki ng tao or shud i say mas mlki pa talaga! Hehehe...



    Den nung tuesday, aun n nman, tinpos nmin ung parol!!! as in gabi n kmi umuwi kc 2moro morning na ung contest. Altho kakapagod...(dhil pgka-uwi mo gling s paggawa ay mdmi pang projects and HW..) masaya nmn!! Shemperds II-Rizal bonding itoh mga pre! Dun m n mkikita ung pgtutulngan and concern ng isa't isa.



    D next day, wednesday, dapat magrereport pa koh sa Social, eh di un...excited n nga koh. Gusto ko ng mgreport so i hav nothing 2 worry nah. Den, nun pah ndi pmunta sa rum ung teacher nmn sa SS!! kaazar! Tumulong n lng ako s mga klasm8 ko sa pag-ayos ng parol. Na22wa nga ko ksi nung dinala n nmin ung parol sa skul eh tinginan tlg clang lahat...wehehe..nakanakz naman! Mga 8 nag start ung program. Eh di si madaam principal ayan, mag-iispeech na nmn, d usual ang mga estudyante nkatunganga n nman. Inaantok n cla. After dat, nun lang nilabas ng mga klasm8 ko ung parol, dnala nga dun sa court kung san my program. Tawa nga ko ng tawa kasi ang laki talaga! Kinailngan tlg ng 7-10 boys na mgbubuhat!! Anyahaha! Tpos from a distance nung tinitngnan ko cla hbng buhat-buhat ung parol eh twa ko ng tawa! Wala lng! Hehe...nakakatuwa kc ung itsura, prang lumulutang na ewan!!! grr....lolz! Sb nga nmin ng mga frens koh, "oh anung bagay ang lumulutang n yun??", "isa itohng MALAKING eskandalo!", "May UFO na yata!" , "Ha? may nkkita bah kau?". Tapos, sbi mga 1 or 2 pm pa raw i-aanounce ung winner. Dko na hinintay, i went home na. Haha!!! gusto ko pa mtulog anuh..



    Nung thursday, ayan....mejo knkbhan n ko kc my report pa nga akoh s Social, tpos meron din sa Filipino. Mga 5 am gngising na nla akoh tulog p rin akoh. Shempreds pagod eh. After mga 5 mins ngising n rin ako. Kya bale mga 5:40 am na kmi nakaalis ng bahay. We'r supposed to be at skul ng mga 6. Nung nsa vicas na kmi, na-stock n run ung van. Traffic kc! Eh di blik kmi sa bahay, my isa pa ksing daan dun. Den we''ve decided n lng ng ate April n wag n lng pumsok. Malufet kc ang aming skul, pag late mdami pang pipirmahan n mga kung ano anoh! Den sa guidance pa un!!! Oh dbah...late lng na guidance ka pah! azaar! Kaya ng-absent n lng kmi kesa mgkaron kmi ng RECORD.



    Ngayon, friday..ninenerbiyos n tlg koh...ayoko ngang pumsok kc baka pglitn ako ng teacher nmn sa SS kc ndi ako nkpag-report. Pero pumsok prin ako. Gulat nga ko pagpsok kong clasrum kc may AQUARIUM nah! Naman! At umaasenso ang II-Rizal huh? Lolz.. Dun nga ako lging nktambay knina. Tawa p koh ng tawa kc my nkita akong KUTO dun sa isng godlfish! I had fishes na nagka-kuto noon..way back wen i was mga..9 or 10 yrs old...kaya alm kong itsura nla. Ahaha! Tpos nlaman ko nga,na-postpone pala ung report. Eh di tuwa akoh. Kc wala nmn pala meng na-missed. Maaus nmn kinlabasan, pti ung rport sa filipino.. Wala nmng msydong ngyari ngaun eh! Puro kalokohan lng lgi dun banda s row nmin. Ai nko....dun s grupo nmen, grabeh! Lgi ka tlgng ttawa! Naiinis nga ko lgi 2loy nmimilipit ung tyan koh. Sb nga ng iba kong klasm8 na lumlipat mnsan s lugar nmin ang saya daw dun. Sb rn nla nakakagulat raw ako kc mukha akong mhiyain, thmik..u know such charactr? Eh ang ingay ko daw pala! Loka loka pah! Not mentioning na prang baliw n tlaga! Ahaha...pro kahit gnyan nman ako nsa lugar naman... wehehe.. pg my teacher behev nemen me...(anu raw?) cge d2 n lng...

    Saturday, December 11, 2004

    » FieLdtRip!!

    Ooppsss....hindi akong my fieldtrip ha!!! cna ate april ngayon n ung fieldr nla!! kakainggt!!! grrrr....sa amin kc tpos na eh....nung nov. pah...sa knila dpt mtgl na rng tpos kso ligng napopostpone!! anyahaha!!! Ang mgnda lng s knila mgswiswiming cla s subic! eh ung sa yir nmn eh sa mt. makiling resort lng!! pero kay n rin dbah? Mamaya nga ssama kong mgsundo s knila sa robnson eh! Ahaha!! Nga pala ang gnda ng fruits basket ngyon ah!! pero alm nyo bah..madmi clang pinuputol!! kainis nga eh...Nsa chapter 25 n nga cla ngaun, ang bilis! Nood kau ng chapter 33!! mgnda yun!! pwamis!!! ehehe...cge til hir na lng muna, kain pa koh..post ulit me mamaya.

    Thursday, December 09, 2004

    » TeaCheRs Day...

    Kahapon nga pla wala kming gnwa s skul, ginigreet nmin ung mga teachers namn ng advance hapi teachrs day! Nagprepare tlg kmi. May mga candles pah nga sa buong clasrum eh!! anyahaha (parang may patay nga raw..) Kasi madlim....tinkpan nmn ung windows den un nga..ngsindi kami ng mrming candles. Gmwa kami ng aisle na lalakaran nila at isang special seat. Ung choir nghanda ng mga songs...oh dbah! Katulad last yr...lahat shemperds ng amng mga teacher eh halos maiiyak na tlg sa tuwa. Pero ung dti hlos lht tlg umiyak nah. Ganun lng gnwa nmn buong klase...pra n nga kming mga sirang plaka kasi kada dting nila eh..paulit ult ung mga seremonyas nmen!! anyahaha! Sbi p ng iba nmng teachers pgpasok hindi pa nmn raw sila patay ah! ahehe....kinikilabutn pa raw cla...^.^
    Kahapon yan, ngayon n tlg ang day ng teachers day. Bwisit nga eh!! 11 na ngstart yung program! nakapagreport 2loy kami s science and social!!! grrrr.....ung report and mini play nmn sa social grabeeehhh.... on the spot!! kc ung lider nmin hndi nmn kmi pinraktis! Buti nmn maaus nming ngawa lhat! S math nman nglong test kmi!! Bumili nga pla ko ng flowers. Pero pra skin yun anuh!! dko bbgay kina ma'am! anyahaha! Nung program nga eh...pinpilit n nila akong ibgay yun s mga teachers, aioko ko nga!!! sabi ko ndi lng nmn cla ang may karapatang tumnggp ng flowers! Fini-feel ko pa nman na may ngbgay skin nun...(khit ako lng bumili..) Tpos dini-display dsplay ko pah!! ahehe...pra bang cnsbi kong "mainggit kau...may ngbgy skin ng bulklak..".... Sana nga sa valentines wala ng mhiya sakin! ^.^ Nhhiya kc cla!!! Pro bgo un shemperds regalo muna 4 mah bday!!!! sa jan 3 na un!!! Yeheeeyyyy.....14 n ako, ang lungkot! (yehey tpos sad eh noh....) Mtndah na akoh!! nko.....ndi toh maari...gustoh ko lging bta lang pra wlang msyadong problema, cge na memeryendah nko! wag niyo kong isstorbohin!

    Mga pics iv got from SFOGS

    Nakkita nyo bah?

    m-may..la...lalabas...
    Tingnan nyong mabuti...after 20-40 seconds, may makikita kayong kakaiba...

    Tuesday, December 07, 2004

    » CuTe piCs...

    Anyahaha!!! sa wakas ntpos n rin ung report and play ng group nmn knina s health!! kso bukas nmn ung social!! grrrrrrrr.....wish ko lng my mass s oras n un pra d 2loy ung rport nmn! anyahaha!! ska bukas ggwa ung section nmn ng mini program para s amng mga teachers....sa thursday n kc teacher's day!! Sna kaulad ng last yir maiyak at ma touched ult cla!! ^.^ enweizz.....cute ng pic na toh noh?

    Galaw-galaw! baka ma-stroke!

    Oh dbah? gling nya sumayaw!!! etoh pa isang pic..
    hang kyowt!

    cute nla nuh? pro mas cute ung puppy dun s 2nd post ko! Anyahaha!!! cge gtg...

    Monday, December 06, 2004

    » TeEn PoeTRy...

    Etoh nkuha ko lng s skul newspaper namin...wala lng! anyhaha! natutwa lng me sa jan!



    Confession of a KIKAY..

    She left me in a junk
    It was like eww!!
    Kadiri?!! Duh!!?
    My gosh!
    It was like all the suka of the people
    with their gum and stuff
    EWw!! Mega scary!!
    It was like halller?!!
    Why does she have to put me in a basureyhan...
    Whuaaa...yucky!!!
    And guess what friendzhip!?
    I even saw Doding daga
    and all those ipis...eww!!
    It was like all the creatures were there talaga!
    She put me in this kinduh basurahan wihout any protection!
    She's so sama dabah?!
    Haler?!!
    She put me in this low class plastic bag...gross!!
    Jeezz..I am so like the super star?! Duh?!!
    I kinduh lost my poist tuloy...

    » NoN-seNse...

    Para sa akin napakaboring nitong araw na toh!!! kainis!!! grrr.....sa social may report kmi sa wednesday...sa science ganun din, tpos ung sa health nman 2moro! Ung art nming kanina lng bnigay ung mga materials, bukas na agd ipapasa! And ung assignmnt notbuk ko na dpat dinala ko ngaun..naiwan koh!! Ai nko, kainis!!! Ac2aly ang dami ko pang dapat gwin ngayon kso...lam mo na..d usual..ayoko na namang maging panget ang araw ko....So kahit man lang mkapgintrnet...masya n ko dun!! anyahaha!! Ibng topic nman.....lalo lng ksi meng naazar eh! Kwnto ko sa inyo mga ngyayari s skul. Kanina tawa n nmn kami ng tawa nung mga frens ko kc dun sa 3rd floor ng mathay (kita kc namin kc kaharp ng buildng namin)nkita nmn ung mga lalaki sa dulong room na nagpupulbos! Ai grabe...ang puti!! Ang dami nilang pulbos!!!! mga mukha clang espasol! ehehe....tpos ang nakakbgla pa, ung isa nglipstick! Anu ba un...buti na lng walang nkakakita s knila!! andun kc cla sa my dulo ng building (as in dulo kaya hndi sila halata) May gwapo nga dun eh...bwehehe...mejo crush ko. Medyo lng. Buti n lng ndi sya katulad ng mga klasm8 nyang PAGIRL!! Kso naughty cla!! Nagcucutting clases! Mnsan my klase cla, umaakyat kc cla sa rooftop!!! nkkatkot dun kc walang hagdan, kaya kung lampa ka, cgurdo mhhulog ka! Unang kita ko s mga yun, nko ntakot ako sa knila!! kc sitsit cla ng sitsit!!! edi lumingon ako,eh di ko nmn maintndhan cnsb nla anuh! Ska may tawag cla skin na lalo kong kinkatakot kc ibg sbhn recognyz na nla ako...nkasalubong ko kc cla mnsan sa court. At kahit d nla ako directly kinausp, pagdaan ko...bumulong sa hangin ung isa..sabi, "hi red ribbon"..Lgot!! Ako yta un ah!!! kc lgi akong nkapony-tail ng red na ribbon!! den cmula nun lagi ko ng npapansin lgi clang tumtngn skin..(hala...) pero kht nttkot ako s knila, nkakatwa nmn cla!!! Ung twag nmn sa knila...c kuya ESPASOL (kapal kc ng pulbos), kuya TALINO (lgi kcng busy at lging ngbabasa), kuya LABO( nakasalamn kc), c kuya DIMPLES (may dimples kc, crush sya ng gay friend kong c RANNIE!), ska c kuya CUTE (un na ung mejo crush ko). Naasr nga ko dti kc nkatingn ako dun sa 3rd floor and ngka-klase kmi, nkita ako n mam moldogo!!!! Sb nya ang layo nmn daw tingin ko, tpos sinilip nya ung tinitngnn ko, (nakalimtan kong sbhin, naka-upo ako s tbi ng bntana). Tpos sb nya.."wala nmang gwapo ah...puro bsura lng.." Sbi nman ng aking ever faithful na asungot na fren na c Rannie.."e ma'am iniisp po kc n aileen kung pano b raw masusulusyunan ang mga kalat sa atng paaralan.." Whew...gling tlg ng fren ko!! At ska buti n lng wala run ung mga "KUYA" nmin kundi patay ako kay ma'am...saka teka...wala nmang msama kung tumingin ako sa mathay building dbah?? Ai nko...sana puro sya n lng sa skul...eh kso nga dmi activitis...kaya kmi ngaun...ung mga kaberks ko, sbi ko kmi ay mga "EYEBAG GIRLS". Tawa nman cla, kala nla nagjojokening-jokening ako! eh lahat kmi mejo nangingitm n ung ilalim ng mata tuwng my mga gwain s skul ah!!! haaayyy......cge till hir na lang...

    Innocent Beauty
    A:

    Your Beauty lies
    in Innocence. Pure, sweet and child-like. You most
    likely look far younger than
    you are and your smile would brighten up anyone's
    day. Seen as naive and
    sheltered, you can be ignorant at times, but for
    the most part, it's simply your
    reputation preceding you. You are most likely
    rather aware of the realities of
    life. You are extremely good natured and
    trustworthy. By the same token, you are
    a bit too trusting. Be careful, few are as honest
    and open as you. You might
    seem girlish still with a love of dresses, ponies,
    and things most might deem
    you "too old for". But this doesn't
    bother you. You enjoy your youth and are
    going to make it last. After all you are only as
    old as you feel.



    Some Things
    That Represent You:



    Element:
    Light, Wind Animal: Kitten Color:
    White, Pink, Pastels Song:
    Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney
    Expression: Innocent Smile



    Gemstone:
    Diamond Mythological Creature: Unicorn
    Planet:
    Moon Hair Color: White Eye Color:
    Silver



    Quote: "A
    stranger is just a friend you haven't met
    yet."




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    Sunday, December 05, 2004

    » LovE sToRy....

    Wala kc akong magawa eh!!! So...read nyo na lang toh!! Ewan ko na lng kung d kau ma-touched!!!


    DoLLs..

    I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
    His name is Jin.
    I always thought of him as a friend until last
    year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell
    in love with him.
    Before that trip was over, I took a step and
    confessed my love for him.
    And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we
    loved each other in different ways.
    I always concentrated on him only, but by his
    side, there were so many other girls.
    To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I
    was just another girl…

    “Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.

    “I can’t”

    “Why? You need to study at home?” I felt
    disappointment grabbing me.

    “No… I am going to meet a friend…”

    He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
    To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.
    Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before.
    To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200 days…
    Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just
    hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

    Then one day…

    Me: Um, Jin, I …

    Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..

    Me: I love you.

    Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.

    That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and
    handed me the doll.
    Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…
    Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
    When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
    But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call.
    It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
    Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly
    called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house.
    Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

    Me: Jin…

    Jin: Here…take this…

    Again, he handed me a little doll.

    Me: What’s this?

    Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it

    to you now. I’m going home now, bye.

    Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?

    Jin: Today? Huh?

    I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.

    Then I shouted…

    “Wait…”

    Jin: You have something to say?

    Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…

    Jin: What?!

    Me: Tell me

    I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.

    “I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”

    That was what he said. Then he ran off.

    My legs felt numb…and I collapsed to the ground.
    He didn’t want to say it easily…
    How could he….
    I felt that…
    Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
    After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying.
    He didn’t call me, although I was waiting.
    He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.
    That’s how those dolls piled up in my room…
    everyday.
    After a month, I got myself together and went to school.
    But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street…with another girl…
    He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll…
    I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell…
    Why did he gave these to me…
    Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…
    In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.
    Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.
    He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
    I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
    I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him,
    that… it’s going to end.
    Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

    Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?

    I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around.

    Soon, he held out the doll as usual…

    Me: I don’t need it.

    Jin: What….why…

    I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.

    Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!

    I spitted out all the words that were inside me.
    But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.

    “I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice.

    He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…

    Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?!

    Just throw it away!!!
    But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
    Then…

    Honk~ Honk~

    With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.

    “Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…

    But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.

    “Jin, move!”

    HONK~!!

    “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.

    That’s how he went away from me.
    That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
    After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him…
    And after spending two months like a crazy person…
    I took out the dolls.
    Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.
    I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…

    “One…two… three…”

    That was how… I started to count the dolls…

    “Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…”

    It all ended with 485 dolls.
    I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
    I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

    “I love you~, I love you~”

    I dropped the dolls,shocked.

    “I….lo..ve…you??”

    I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

    “I love you~ I love you~”

    It can’t be!
    I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.

    “I love you~”
    “I love you~”
    “I love you~”
    Those words came out non-stop.

    I…love you…
    Why didn’t I realize that….
    That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
    Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much…
    I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.
    It had his blood stain on it.
    The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…

    “Jo…Do you know what today is?
    We’ve been loving each other for 486 days.
    Do you know what 486 is?
    I couldn’t say I love you….
    Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”

    The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked God, why do I only know about all this now?
    He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
    For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life.."

    Saturday, December 04, 2004

    » KaPRANINGan!!!!

    Ai nko...d me nkapagsulat khapon!!! naubos kc ung gngmit kong intrnet card eh!! ngayon meron na ulit!! anyahaha!!! Alam nyo bah.....excited pa nman ako ngayong gumising!! khit kulang me sa tulog dhil nga hinika na nman ako kagabi eh....gumising talaga ko ng maaga!! Pra lang ihanda ko yung sarli ko sa panonood ng FRUITS BASKET!! Sa advertise kc pinakita pinagtanggol ni Kyou si Tohru dun sa mga ngloloko sa kanya! Tapos d nman pinkita!!! grrrr....pinutol ung scene na yun!!! ASAAAARRRRRRRRRR!!! nko nman....gusto ko kcng partner dun clang dalawa eh!!



    Oh dbah? bagay clang dalawa!!!! anyahaha!!! enweizz...ayoko pang pumasok sa monday!!! sana bumagyo ulit!! (ansama eh noh?) sge na nga...sowi poh..alam ko nmng mdmi nmtay s bagyo ehh....gusto ko lng kc msuspende yun klase! Gusto ko kc d2 lng lgi sa bahay!! msya nmn kc dto anoh!! Alam nyo bang ang buong pamilya nmin ay mga PRANING ? Bwahaha!! oo!! pti ung 2 older sis koh! Damy na pti mga mgulang koh!! oh dbah? ang sya!! Sama na rin yung mga alaga naming isada at mga insekto! (sus kunyari pa cla, bliw dn nmn!) Haha! Ung ipis kasi dti eh engat yta, tumakbo ng mbilis eh mudlas yun sahig,bumaligtad sya! Pero wala...cge pa rin...khit na nkatihaya na sya kampay ng kampay prin yung mga paa! Kaya kung titingnan..pra syang.."isang ipis na lumalangoy ng nakabaligtad"! Bwahaha! Ate Arriane ko? Ashush.. mukhang thimik pero isa ding clown yan ng aming dkilang haus! C ate April? Mukhang thimik din at suplada pero dito...nko grabe! prang kakawala lang s mental!! bgla n lng maprapraning at bgla n lng kakanta, sisigaw at mgpapatawa!! Ung mama ko? mama na sya pero cool pa rin! At pti si papa!!! Lhat kmi mdalas tumtwa sa bahay!! Pag my nagjoke khit corny na tawa lang lhat!! Khit walang dpat ikangiti, cge lang ngiti lang! Gnyn kmi!! Kya nga mga frens ko mdalas pg pmupunta sa bahay prang dun n lng raw nla gus2ng tumira! Bkit? ksi praning dn ung mga yun! Ganoon kming lahat!! As in lhat nah! Sobrang msayahin! 2 da point na ang skit n ng mga tiyan nmin at mga panga!!! prang walang problema...pro..PARANG LANG!! Cge till hir na lang...2moro na lng uwet! byezz..

    Thursday, December 02, 2004

    » WaLang kLase!!!

    Ahehe.....ang saya nman!!!!!!!!!!! walang pasok! Kninang umga kla ko tlg kailngn ko ng mg byebye s aking panagnip at humrap s bgong arw na puno n nmn ng activities! Buti n lng tumawag ang aming ever faithful n kpitbhay na c tita dale at cnb ngang walang psok! yeehhheeyyy!!! Enweizzz....malas prin anoh...kc nung ngising nga ko nun, nrmdaman ko nmng nhhirapan me huminga! ai nko,,hinihika n nmn akoh! Mlamig kc ung pnhon ayan 2loy... Grrrrrrr....asar!!! Pro atleast dbah?? mtgl me mkkpgintrnet ngaun kc nga no classes!! sana ndi pa umlis ung bagyo pra wala n rng psok bukas! Haaaiiii.....wish ko lng...!! wooohoooo!!! uyy....ang cute n2ng puppy noh? dbah?? ang liit! prang daga!! naalala ko 2loy ung mga pet dogs koh...kso they passed away nah...huhu..haaaiiii,buhay nga nman! miss ko n cla waren and poleen... :(








    Wednesday, December 01, 2004

    » My FiRsT bLog

    Ai nko....etoh me ngaun.....1st tym gumawa ng blog!!! ahehehe...wala lng,,,ang boring kc eh! Etoh nga't ako'y nagugulumihan s mga pngyayari dto s buhay "BLOGGER".....d koh kc alam kung anoh mga ggwin eh! Ac2aly kaya lng akoh gmwa n2 eh...pra mgdesign!! ahehe!! prng nung gmwa me ng website....npgtripan ko lng kc!!! sa 22o dmi ko png ggn ng assignmnt kso,,ayoko nga mging dull ung day ko anuh...kaya yan...ehehe...enweiss....pngasar!! Mauubos n nmn card ko so,under construction pa itohng aking dkilang 1st blog..nyahaha!! cge nah.....nex tym n lng uwet!! ByeZzz!! ^.^